hindustani.

okay, im shy to confess this buttt hell yeah, i used to watch Hindi movies years back and this song has been my personal favorite and i kept repeating it non-stop the last time like, errr i cant remember. why?

1) Rani Mukherji is HOTTTT.
2) Rani Mukherji dances so well and nice and which ever way she moves, its just nice to look at.
3) Rani Mukherji's voice is husky and sexy, i like.

:) :)

Rani Mukherji - Kali Nagin Ke Jaisi

counting down.

yepyep. countdown starts now. 3 more days to TP.
the last prac didnt go so well. basically becos mood started at a very low point so the rest that followed screwed up.

1) almost hit a speeding cab (1st attempt lane changing)
2) too close to a lorry on my right cos i was trying to inch into the lane (2nd attempt lane changing)
3) stopped ON the zebra crossing (immediate failure)
4) engine stalled twice when parallel parking

u see, all came down to mood/tone. when things are not usually normal and esp when very important event is just around the corner, the slightest non-normal thing will definitely distract my focus. focus is very important here man. and i failed to get to tat point during the last prac. so when i lost focus, came the anger and things didnt work out well at all. how am i gonna go through the test then? :(

beamer.

okayyy this post is dedicated to 2 gals(i wont mention names, u know who u are).
i am delighted that you guys are seriously (going/currently) beaming with happiness cos spending time with the people you miss most is the most happening + phenomenal thing in this wholeeee wideeee world.

:) :) :)

gimme a week.

over the weekend, it was METRO 20% sales. buzz busy bees and it was packed like crazy anddd u know Singapore, when there are any crazy sales

1) Queues @ cashier counters will be as long as those queues for FREE Today newspapers!

2) Items and NON_ITEMS will be laying around on the floor and NON_FLOOR.

Thats why its only a 3-days affair. imagine how it would be if it were to be a month or more. the staff would have left i think :)

yesterday was the last day of Hari Raya and we managed to visit my aunt-uncle back in Kluang anddddd this is wat i like visiting them. my aunt will cook nice nice food like yesterday's, her Soto Ayam was marvelous + her "sambal cili api" + her fat bouncy chicken huhu. i had 2 large servings and we the family finished the whole pot of soup huhu (sounded like vultures rite).

anddd we went hunting for cousin's wedding stuff for the guests. omg. i didnt know, that we have to buy stuff, alott of stuff for different pple u know. andd i just loveee looking at the many beautiful colors they have, its just so like "Aku pon nak kahwin lah" hehe. anddd i saw this son-mummy-only shopping for similar stuff and my instincts told me tat this guy is gonna get married soonnnnnn cos err well can see from the face and him busy sms-ing on his Blackberry. another family, they were busy asking the pregnant ladyboss for these large packets of errr, at first i was seriously trying to figure out what the hell are they. and they wanted like 300 of these colorful thing which came in pink, blue and yellow. soooo, i stood beside them staring at that stuff they were so kecoh about, still trying to figure out what it was (i was not wearing my specs actually). anddddd, one of them who happened to realise my existence staring at those stuff apparently talked to me. huhu. ahhh, there were actually TOWELS for the orang2 rewang. if you know or have seen people who spends the whole night and day cooking for the wedding reception, they have towels STUFFED at the back pocket jeans(for guys mostly) for an indication that "hey, im one of them who works non-stop for your wedding okay!" hehee. anddd my mind went away for a minute or two, imagining how kecoh and kecoh it is to be in a "kampung" wedding preparation. with all smells of the cows, chickens and goats waiting for their lives to end and ending up in those cooking pots. huhu. i have had a fair share of experience of being in the middle of "kampung" wedding receptions when i was below 10. playing and running around with relatives back then, having crush on them huhu. geez, those are memories. its just that, as i grow older, most i played with before, got married and we lost contact cos my family dont always go back to my parents' hometown. if there is also, im just contented to see those familiar faces i have talked and seen years back. so, if given a week for me to stay in a kampung life, i wouldnt mind :)

another year addon.

ok. an increase in number. so wats the big deal ? huhu :)

so yes, this is how i looked like in any not-so-good/agitated mood. buruk siot.



andddd, check out all the bulges man! this was at the "garden" huhu.


was bored waiting and when it comes to entertaining kids, i have to even resort to this. watever make them happy lah

for the lost time.

it has actually knocked some sense into myself that actually, love can be in all kinds of form. for the period of lost time and the distance, i hope that i am making up for it. love and concern no matter how big or small it is, it does make a difference. the matter to show it or not, plays a big part in growing-up. u know, if you were a kid barely below 7 and living in a family where all hells break loose, where is the love man?

to be someone who is filled with lotsss of loveeee and careeee, it just flow internally. if you have these in yourself, why not share them right? my point is, share the love, show the concern. be it to mother, father, siblings, nephewss, niecess and whoever it is.

especially to the younger ones. who, what and how to develop them into the person you want them to be when they grow up, greatly depends on us.

where is the love.

sidetrack. news have been around about a 50 year old Singaporean woman who died at some posh condo and some not-so-good-details about her having a "toyboy" popped out. how tragic that death is. and the one who got suspected (or charged?) happened to be an Algerian. andddd tat reminded me offfffff my lecturer. huhu. okayy, gals u know whom i am referring to :)

university students? hello. squeeze and sponge off these wealthy&lonely women to earn extra bucks. where are the brains? okay, i know. whats the use of the good looks rite. buttt still. ergh. tat is soooooo disgusting. i mean letting yourself, your body being TOYED(ok, that sounded so wrong cos im imagining Ken being TOYED rite now) wahahaha.

Future university testimonial:
For 4 years, I have been a great toy (pleasure).

:)

humans dont feel satisfied.

when u have curls, u want straightened.
when u have straight, u want those fancy perms/curls.

when i had mine, i was bored with my fringe.

and so.....



and i was called a penyangak becos of this hairstyle.

life is so unfair.

Me : Aper mak cakap? Jeejee mcm penyangak ????????

Mum: Bukan kau. Rambot kau tu nampak mcm penyangak (and she said it will all the expressions she had to give)

Me :(looking at my dad) Ayahhhhhhhh.......

and i got it cleared from my mum ON THE SPOT.

lucky she said its MY hair and not myself.

else,

all hells will break loose i tell u.

penyangak???!!!!

okayyyy.

my mum said that i looked like one penyangak.

okayyyy.

this is COOL.

6 popular songs got weaved together.

memories.

i am just so proud to say that after my poly days, my monash days were incredible.
i was browsing through "zaman monash" pics andddddd yepyep.
those were the days.
its just incredible how people can change others' lives :)
i miss those days! :)
to recap some.....

Selamat Pengantin Baru.SetanMati.

Selamat menjalani hidup berumahtangga bersama bakal isteri, tidak lama lagi.
Semoga berkekalan ke anak cucu dan teros ke akhir hayat.
(okay, i know my malay sux huhu)

Spider
"Kahwin kahwin jugak" :)

f*ckers.

the news just came. i didnt expect to be rejected. how can i be rejected? i strongly believe i had the relevant skills. almost everything i had.

and farking worst, i had my practical prior to the news.
and due to this farking news, i had dizzy spell.

my driving was farking RUBBISH.
i almost ran down a motorcylist.
my poles fell TWICE during parallel parking.

all this thanks to the farking farking farking news.

2 days ago, i had all the good comments. and today, this farking, rubbish driving of mine happened.

farking moody.
farking unhappy.
farking farkers.

Seribu Tahun (Cover version)

ooooo. niceeeeeeeeee.

Kerana Cintaku Saerah (Umie Aida, Benjy) uses this song as its soundtrack too.

food o food.

we had good food today with my family @ Breeks (Changi Airport). well u know, with kids around, tendency of asking for more serviettes, more straws, more cups is higher and i was like a part-timer/maid who kept cleaning up the mess done by these 2 mischievious yet adorable kids.



and they wanted icecream sooo i randomly ordered a Massive Attack. and hell yeah, i was shocked when it came. seriously massive. as big as my head!





we were happy and we turned crazy...


anddd this is SADAKO's only child ORRRR more like JU-ON's sister! wahahhaaha.


but watever it is, they made my day :)



now, side-track.

i wanna say something. something about students. specifically, secondary school ones esp the same race as me and the same gender as me, in where?

PUBLIC BUS.

first, they are in groups of say not more than 5.

second, how short their school skirt can be with the watever styled hair they carry to school.

the last, i cannot carry is when they LAUGH/GIGGLE and TALK with the maximized volume they can turn on. and sometimes with the inappropriate words like "sial", "bodoh", "sual" etc.

i have no qualms with guys projecting those foul words buttt to come from a girl.

woooooooo.

morning blues.

waking up too early in the morning is not a norm for me.
what more, going to town in a morning whereas i can actually choose not to hehe. anyway, its a good thing for me thou. rise and shine yo.

i have to stay discreet of where and what i was doing in town BUTTTT the paranomic view from one of the higher level of the tower seriously amazed me man. how i wish at that time, i cud snap a pic. anddd damnnnn, there was a cool RED FERRARI too by a bar.

oh and this was wat i captured along the way. wats tat called? eye of singapore issit? ahaha. okayyy, isit operating rite now?



and i had the urge to eat Gelare (sorry cousin, aku cekik dulu) so here it is. hottt waffle with paralines & cream, topped with choc syrup for lunch! the gal didnt understand simple english as in the normal one means the small one and not the large one. geez. if i wanted the large one, i would have said "Get me the largest one u have!".
nevertheless, i enjoyed it! :)

and i forgot.

and i forgot to announce that

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I have passed the 200th post. hehe. hey, tats a very big achievement seeing that most of them are pointless/merepekness/shioksendri-ness! huhu.

and so, i was browsing thru this year's celebration pics and seriously, time flies past seriously fast man.


okay, they do not need anymore introduction lah. they are not my own, ofcos! :)
(sorry that the pics have to be small cos it has been giving problm to upload other than this size)



the kumbangs


the bungas andddd it will take seribu tahun lagi to capture this perempuan-melayu-terakhir moment yo!


damnnnn.. i have been having problem to upload images. sux lah wei. i might have to resort to other meansssss sooonnn.

hip hip hooray!

today is the day which made my day and good things happened.

first, i had my first visit at new Starbucks @ Civic Center Woodlands, to be served by a very welcoming, friendly barista who was so friendly to the extent of sharing with me the last outlet he was attached at ANDDD where he lives which is sooooo nearby. bloody beaming man, thats the way customer service is. seriously made my day, seeing that i had Caramel Machiatto near lunch, which was heavenly made. very nice chap!

secondly, soon there will be a SURPRISE which i get to know that someone is taking up a challenge and im so cant wait for it :) (you know who you are!)

last, what can be so much nicer to be remarked of, in ending my day other than receiving good/overwhelmed comments like "very good", occasional nods to indicate GOOD/"thats the correct way it should be done" butttt too much of it, might make me too overconfident anddd so, i took it everything butttt not lah sampai "KEMBANG/tersengeh-sengeh/shiok sendrik" or so watever. as what i have mentioned in my earlier post, my ultimate aim is to pass for the first time anddd if lets say, its fated i were to fail, lets hope it stops at the 2nd attempt. to give it all is to give 100% focus. no nonsense anymore. no chatting. no laughing. 100% give-it-all. Period.

imran ajmain.

this song has never left my mind. from aliff sang it to the original artist. sungguh memilukan, sungguh menyedihkan, sungguh touched my heart. come on, everyone(i bet) loves this song. if you dont, there must be something wrong with you or your heart or you are numb and have no feelings at all.

from my perspective of this song, it doesnt only apply to love, relationships buttt also to what can be called dreams and wants and also it can be love to GOD also, dont you think so? something like u have great the ever greatest sins ever to Him, and He gives u the ultimate retribution(ambek kau!). thats what i think.

PS: SetanMati, if you could carry this song, i respect giler kat you. giler pon tak respect macam tu okay.

Emil Emilda.

seriously i recommend this show(@ YouTube). it took me 2 days to finish all 25 episodes. there might be alot of anger when you watch Darleena(Ziezie) and also Emil(Aaron Aziz) who is too egoistic. Emilda is cute(Sharifah Armani)and selenge and shes damn funny. coming to the few last part, its HOT and its abit sad that i cried buckets boohoo! oh! and there is Fahrin Ahmad who appeared at the last few episodes, not much of role.

"Relaku menunggumu, seribu tahun lama lagi".

19 more days.

okayyy this is it.

my TP test will be on 17 Nov 2007. yes yes, this year, next month. not the long further next year already. wahaha. i dont expect too much from this first attempt, seeing the fact that most cant make it on their first EXCEPT for someone(huhu) and those who have motorcycle license in hand!

one thing that knocked my sense came last week when my instructor reviewed that i am very good in circuit BUTT when it comes to the road, i lacked confidence. okay, y is tat so? because when there were hazards, i had the tendency to tell him of their existence and sooo he assumed tat must be it. lack of confidence. and soooo, i took the next practical but this time with a not-familiar chinese instructor who was quite stern and so, i drove, no talking and concentrated 100%. well, not tat bad actually. i just needed full concentration on my part. seriously, i want to pass for the first time (who doesnt??!!) andddd for the first time, i had my parents both in the car and did some rounds around a deserted carpark near my place. auto car is definitely easier than manual and cousin, i will be expecting you to pass on your first oraits!

no offense.

no offense but ITE students are seriously good at singing. not that ITE student population comprises of mostly malays which i am trying to focus here buttt seriously, they are talented bunch of people. are there like talentimes/concerts or wateva happening over there? :) i happened to surf Anugerah 2007 participants and hell yeah like wat..err 90% of them are/were from ITE. i read that one of the ITE lecturers who was just awarded with some best teacher honored by the ITE, mentioning that the students are indeed very good in singing/art and so she adopted teaching skills along that line. how fascinating is that, to be in a class and everyone starts to cite poetry, sing, play piano and strum guitar. interesting heh.

anddd being me, i like to observe whoever and whateva anddd so i find that singers(not ALL) has that layered teeth u know, somewhere at the side definitely not front! to name a few like Dayang Nurfaizah, SITI (on her right side, nice layered ofcos), misha omar(?), fauziah latiff yada yada. its kinda weird thou to have this thinking but having seen alot of female singers esp, upfront and zoomed in into their mouth sometimes(!), i bet this might be quite true of which when u have layered teeth, most prob when u open it up to sing, it might turn out good ! so go and find out ur true inner talent! haha. okayyyy, i hope i dont dream of teeth tonite!

braino + goodlooks. cannot carry man.

i got this from an email :)
drool gals, drool for all you can. wahahhaha.
oh ya, for those who have no idea who he is.
the angkasawan.

the urge.

from one vid leading to another vid.

anddd i found this.



the movie title is Mann. if im not wrong, right after this singing-dancing-happy moment, the gal got into an accident where both of her legs got amputated whichhhhhhh brings me back to the many incidents back in sunway, whereby we were soooooo bloodyyy happy like nobody's business, then somehow, something badddd and sadddddd would follow after that! HAHA. i am serious. okayyy, now i can recall only one incident. me, ezie and farah. we were laughing and crying over jokes which we made about SOMEONE which were quite horrible BUTT very funny serious shit. sampai nangis2 woh. and sooo farah drove her way back home while me and ezie walked back to hostel. as we were about to reach the entrance, farah called and cried over her breakdown vehicle. huahahhahahah. :)
and there were quite a number of them lah, i cant remember except this very significant one :) :)

(thoughts).

i am currently having a dilemma. so let me just jot it down for the sake of just letting it out. it has always been a critical advice to me as to whatever we do in our lives, it has to be "clean". whatever we input in our bodies, it has to be "clean". pondering i am now to wander about the chances of getting on something that more or less contributes to the "uncleanness". its not that bad actually. buttt, without even considering it lessens my opportunities to do something in life that pays handsomely. who doesnt want money??! tell me. money makes the world work man! happiness without money, is total bullshit now.

buttt give some freedom, have trust. what really sadden me is this phrase :

"kau nak aku mati cepat?"

thats the most saddening. i was carrying out my duty to get what i wanted and definitely what my parents want. i didnt ask anyone to be worried about me while i was away. i knew what i was doing. i know how to take care of myself.

i am very sad. ok now its time to listen to Rudy's Salam Dunia on repetitive mode. :(

that's what talent is.

i cant quite remember which competition year(Anugerah or was it something else) he won buttttt seriously he has great voice. years back, he appeared on Hari Raya specials or even those err..okay, i donno how to put it in malay lah. hehe. okay i try. "nyanyian lagu lagu asli". check out his work at
Dari Kalbuku,Rudy Djoharnaen
andddd his rendition of Salam Dunia is awesome. can dodoi me to sleep :)
not to be missed!

craze.

last time it was Mawi.

then Hikmah.

now its Mimpi Manis.

the craze was an ultimate one. i was not one of the keen followers. the gelek2 lilis, shes seriously "WALLOPCIOUS"! hahah. in ALL senses! and the way she dance and gelek, to the right, left, to the front and back. all the same, repetively. buttttt, coming to the part where she has a daughter (played by the same fella), it kinda pulled some interest of mine to catch it due to the existence of Tora (Dora wahah), the seriously heavenly goodlooking actor. other than that, on and off. i didnt even get to watch the very last episode. from my parents, to my sisters, to my bro-in-law, to COUSINssss and worst, broinlaw bought THE karaoke dvd andddd yeaaaa, everyone got a piece of it that now almost every morning my mum plays the vid. goodness gracious.

now it is craze on Hikmah 3. eee, i hate marla.

the SeOUL.

seoul garden @ causewaypoint got revamped. and its new look is awesome, now that it has Breeks too. a class of its own, its such a contrast to the rest of the restaurants around it. unfortunately, the cooking table + grill is not as spacious as before. why ?



despite this con, i enjoyed the food definitely.



andddd i bought this,




and i find it very cute, dont u? of late, i have this CRAZE for white shoes, now that i have 2 pairs.

there is a story behind this pair. the moment my eyes caught them, i wanted to buy BUTTT becos of my long feet, i needed the largest ever they have and so this guy came for assistance. okay, typically when one of the pair is placed at the top of stacked boxes, its accompanying sizes usually are along those stacked boxes. sooo, this fella, not knowing whats the model and code, i supposed, searched THE OTHER stacked boxes instead of below the pair. andddd he searched and looked and concluded that they do not have it anymore. me being me, wasnt that SATISFIED cos seriously i wanted this pair. and so, there i was SQUATTING and SEARCHING for my size, right BELOW the pair where the stacked boxes were. andddd voila, i saw THE size with the code WHITE. the reason why he didnt continue with the same stacked boxes becos the salesgal CARELESSLY placed 2 initial boxes with the code RED! thanks to my never-give-up that i brought it home now. andddd without further due, i somehow told him off in a very nice manner about him being sleepy/tired or watever had caused the fatigue (or blur or donno whats happening). hes a nice fella anyway, cos he did helped me out to search for my sizes initially. despite this, eventually i was a happy customer :)

guts. where are you ?

how did i manage to do it years back ? hunch? instinct? plain guts?
and it saw the beginning of something tat ended in an unexpected way or perhaps, it was just a waiting game. just waiting to break loose.
guts to face my parents. guts to face my siblings. guts to carry on. how did i do it ?

tat was then.

now, i am faced with another gut of which i cant put up at all. most probably, it might not be a success and i will end up embarassing myself. we dont know what other brains are thinking about. we dont know what is being expected. the only thing we can know is through body language but that depends on one's circumstance.

guts, oh guts. where are you ? :(

terkenang gue.

it was the time when i had nothing better to do (more like tengah membesar huhu). ok don laugh ok.

i was THE fanatic fan of SENARIO. seriously. i remember it was in 2000. and i even went down to Shah Alam Plaza Central to watch their sitcom recording with the rest of THE fanatics who were mostly gals of course including my cousin and aunt. wahahaha. giler kan. and my favorite was Wahid. went to their concerts even in JB. met up close and personal with them, sent them off frm airport and the best, wherever we went, they still remember us. huhu. it all started when aunt asked me along to their concert here way back. they were a hit here man. before the concert, all ads on their concert were splashed all over any forms of media. and i was commenting, what is so good about this Senario. andddddd until i wanted to find out for myself, i went to their concert and that was the beginning of my madness/gilerness/fanaticness of Senario. Apek and Yassin were the ultimate ones and Wahid was the cute and goodlooking. anddddd, like a typical ending, my fanatism towards them ceased when Wahid got married(wahahhahahha, no interest lah) anddddd apek and yassin left the group but still i continued my friendship with the fanatic fans whom i was so closed to.

things dont turn out quite well. u know, when u have lots of friends. unhappiness, bitching, gossipping. i left. went for my studies and the rest did their own stuff. all walked away but some turned out to be best friends which is great. and i dont watch the sitcom anymore. no more of their vcds i have watched. their concert vcds all are stored in the cabinet collecting more dust :)

see no evil, hear no evil.

i wish i have not listened.
i wish i have not read.

traces were left (wonder the stupidity is up to what level now), lens up everywhere.
taking things for granted. one has been working hard and me being the one who saw all the traces, am just waiting for more sins to be accumulated.

what goes around, comes around.

blocking?

this means i don't get to see free SERIALS, free CEREKARAMAs, free MTVs.

Argh!

YouTube launches long-awaited video piracy blocker

SetanMati's Farhana (Jinbara)

becos i loveeeee his cover, i dedicate this song particularly to

Ezila FARHANA

FAR (Farhana)

and semua Farhana(s) yang sewaktu dengan nya. Enjoys!

astronaut? "spaceflight participant"

then, they were so delighted and indeed proud of their first Malaysian to go up into space(btw, he is soooo HOT yo :))

now, things messed up by this mere designation name. spaceflight participant. to pray more than 80 times? (*shyshy*, i cant even make it to 5 at times :) on ground) and this in space, 75 times more!

some said it has got to do with politics yada yada, taxpayers' moneyy yada yada.

the only one thing i know, 1 HOTTTTT doctor got the chance to be up in space.damnest lucky to have that opportunity. they think easy heh to go thru all those trainings. see, malays what they like to do. complain complain talk talk complain. but whatever lah, its their country, their pride, their MONEYYY.

one more thing, i want to touch on. its such an eyesore when i see retired pakcik2 sitting at coffeeshop, talking like politician-wannabess, spending hours over only-God-knows number of kopis. oh well, its their life anyways. like wat my niece likes to say ..... WATEVER BOYYSSSS.

taufik batisah or hady mirza ?

fanatics fans of these 2. fret no more. dont need to choose which to DROOL over cossss both are gonna perform at Esplanade soonnnnnn. so go go :)

Pesta Raya - Malay Festival of Arts

andd as for me, kirimkan salam jer lah eh :)

PS: hady cute banget dong!

like finally.

ahhhh. i LOVE Google. my favorite(*winkwink*) never-once-shown-whole-face guitarist's blog -> SetanMati. anddd about guitars, mine is still at the corner of my room, collecting dust. its like one JU-ON by the side of the bed! wahhhahahah. ok shoot, i sud have not said that! something about this SetanMati that have so many bloggers talking about(i assume lah, since i found this link from another random blogger). besides that, his YouTube vids have lots of hits. lottssss of them. and he knows alot of songs to play + that he has a nice rocker-rocker voice (oh! check out his Jinbara's Farhanah!) :) :) nice. period.

From Hunger To Hope.

have you eaten tat plate of rice + chicken + vege + egg + watever stuff you have filled the plate with till you cant see your rice, CLEANNNN ?

you didnt finish your food, why? bcos you want to have a sleek, nice figure (then y the heck you take so much food in the first place) ?

think of the those kids who cant even savour more than 1 small bowl rice and even worst, to dig out from the trash bins or even to rush and run after food packages thrown down from the mercy relief groups. have you seen those scenes LIVE before? i have yet to see, and i believe it will be quite a heartening one.

spend a few minutes on this World Hunger Relief Week and think of them on ur next breakfast/lunch/dinner/supper time :)

hari raya == (food x 24 x 7) !

all wasted. fast for a month, and all gone in one day!! haha.
hari raya is about forgiving, MONEY ($KAHCHING$) and foooooooddddddd.
sooooooo this was me....



at aunt's place, savouring her low-fat lontong, with big fat sambal prawns. delicious youuuuu till i forgot to snap a pic hehe. see how radiant i was!! it showed good food + good company = happiness forever ever and everest!

i was the server, i was the dishwasher on the first day of Syawal. very tired butttt im okayyyy with that. thats the time to show how doubly FILIAL i am! wahahahhahaha! that is, besides my NORMAL day MAID hours!

is it me only?

being a self-pledged fulltime MAID, i get agitated when things are placed messily or dishes are as tall as Petronas Twin Towers or even the slightest bit of food on the floor. all thanks to the three years AWAY from home. i had to sweep the floor + mop, wash own dishes, wash and hang and collect and fold own clothes, keep the MASS toilet cleannnnnn, keep the toilet bowl cleannnnn. in one word, to be HYGIENIC + ORGANISED. all this together in addition to the main point being there, to study. sometimes, i spent more time cleaning than even studying, whattt was i doing man.*smack forehead as loud as poss*
andd now, i dread cleaning my own room. sob sob. dust is as thick as okayyyy, its beyond description. LUCKILYYYY, i got my mum to remove the already million-years old blinds which i cant remember when was the last time i even clean it(or maybe i didnt at all!) and im gonna get new curtains for my rooommmmmm. huhuehehehehe. will put up the pic soon annnddd now im off to continue Phase 2. ohhh myyy! :(

Kekasih Awal Dan Akhir.

Jamal Abdillah

Kekasih Awal Dan Akhir

Malam menanti siang
Siang menanti malam
Bagai berkurun lamanya
Masa memisahkan kita
Hingga terlupa
Pada paras lupa

Malam mencari mimpi
Siang mencari erti
Tersingkap seribu makna
Terucap seribu kata
Terlepaslah... rahsia

( korus )
Sekian lama terpisah
Akhirnya bertemu
Mengenang dosa
Mengenang rindu
Dan ternyatalah
Cintaku yang satu...
oh oh...

Kau kekasih awal dan akhir
Kau kekasih zahir dan batin
Setelah ku sedari
Cintamu yang abadi

Takku harap takku peduli
Walau bulan jatuh kebumi
Dan hadir bidadari
Tak kumimpikan lagi

Kerana kau lebih mengerti

(ulang korus hingga akhir)

Kerana kau lebih mengerti

Ke Halaman Utama

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only His love is the everlasting one.

finger fingering.

my plan years ago, with a guitar, was not a success.
i have always adored gals who can strum it, not only that but sing along too.
i guess i am not fated to strum one buttttttt i plan to take up keyboard(not the PC one ok) lessons. the latest instrument i think is the electone. that stuff are very expensive thou butttt keyboard is just nice for beginners. my bro used to own one long time ago and i donno where it is now. most prob have disappeared into thin air.

acquiring such a skill is just something entertaining with my already-bored life hehe. at least i can play tunes and entertain the kids! hehe. orrrrr play happy berfday tune all year round! hehe.

for those as enthusiastic as me, check this out Yamaha Music Asia Singapore

hey hey hey.

it has been raining everyday, recently. thank God for the rain that i enjoyed my sleep much2 better huhu.

something's gonna take place tomorrow. i hope it is gonna turn out well.

annndddd, it's 4 more days to Hari Raya!

anndddddd me....


after donkey years have been wanting THIS, its just worth the monayyyyy. :)

i REFER to.

my current background is from the following link http://batikbum.com/coppermine/albums/userpics/10001/thumb_DSCN2096.JPG

justtt in case, someone notices this and make a big fuss that i did not cite where i got it from :). talking abt citations and references, during uni i didnt actually write essays, reports that much or rather its actually close to none.
its all about :-

1.programming
2.software analysing & designing, UML notations bla bla bla
3.dry, confusing stuff like formal methods, operating systems bla bla bla

and sooo, when final year project was coming to an end, i was supposed to write a final project report. andddddd guess wat! i was asked to REDO the whole report(i was already happily submitting it right after my presentation!), esp the bibliography format. dammit. what to do. just did it accompanied with verbal abuses and got it done, over and poofed! even thou its 1 mark close to High D, butttt i still like you, Mr ****! hehe.

have to post this.

i CANNOT wait for raya to come cos by then, i can continue with my driving!
i miss my driving! i miss my instructors!
okayyy, lemme see. hmmm. i cant recall how to start engine! NOT.

ok, i know. pretty lame.sigh.
i have nothing much to post now. neither do i have pics to post BUTTTT
wait for eve raya ok pple. :) :)

7 more days pple!

Xbox Master.

what happens if a little boy as young as 3 years old gets an XBOX as his birthday gift???!!

I GOT SLAMDUNKED AND LOST TO HIM. how shameful is that!

i am talking about my darling nephew who spent nothing but most of his time on Xbox games. tats not about it, he got so agitated when i won for the first 2 rounds and for the next 10 rounds he won. dammit. haha. HOPEFULLY he gets into a polytechnic where there is that wat do call u tat course, the one with game software development and stuff? yeaaa, tat one....which recently this young malay poly guy got a number of awards and a place in a US uni where the experts in gaming were produced. cool heh. okayyyy...talking abt education, i still remember this very classic, unforgettable conversation i had with my mum many years ago. i think i was about to take my O Levels back then.

Mum : Jiji, belajar pandai pandai, nanti masok VI(now known as ITE) eh!

wahahahhaha..that is so unforgettable. and my job is to pass that line down to the smaller ones! hehe. okayyy, what she meant was actually NIE and not VI cos my sister was from there, so its like to follow into her footsteps! (me, teacher?!)

anyway, this is the XBOX master of all masters!



nothing to do, play around


The Loser is happy, life goes on wattttt! :P

we know M Nasir.

there was one particular song sang by an Anugerah 2007 group titled Menentang Badai. i find this song incredibly nice and soothing especially its lyrics and the arrangement.

have a listen to its original. it comes with lyrics too -> Menentang Badai

M Nasir has his unique touch.

kwang kwang kwang.

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary. If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

What Kind of Blogger Are You?

alaaaalaaaa..cutenyer!

alahhh alahhhhh cutenyer budak2 ni smuer, and very good combination cos their voices seriously suit the song!

nasi lemak boon lay.

the last time, i blogged abt this particular bazaar stall selling the POWER nasi lemak Boon Lay and yay! i managed to get hold 4 packets for my family!! and when i was about to order, the uncle showed all of his 10 fingers, buying 10 packets? Melampauuu seh! hehe. tuu kemuntah darah!

PS: for those who are in favor of all-sweet dishes, this nasi lemak dishes do provide that taste. u knw, like the sambal is abit sweet, the serunding and watever dishes that i bought. :) im not the sweet-food lover, im more to the hot spicy one!

Power Nasi Lemak Boon Lay

how many days?

i forgot this!

10 DAYS TO HARI RAYA!

okayy, y all this excitement? becauseeeee after 3 years not being able to be in singapore for ramadhan + hari raya entirely!!

where's my kampung?

seriously, i really envy people in malaysia who has been living in the city to earn a living ANDDDD they have their kampung to go back to during hari raya!! isnt that great, celebrating our festival in kampung-spirited environment? with the chickens, goats, COW-DUNGS !! hehe..and fireworks + hari raya songs + hari raya FOOODDDD and most importantly the Takbir Raya during eve night of Hari Raya. i have not had any chance(or will never even get) to be in tat scene UNLESS i get hitched to someone who does. HAHA. anywayyyyy, there are things in life where we cant get everything we want. im just happy being at where i am now :)

buttt one thing that i cant imagine is, if i were to be working in another country and having to spend ramadhan and hari raya there. thou we do it for our own good and for our best future butttt like wat i said earlier on, we cant get everything and anything:)

PS: I AM NOW ENJOYING HARI RAYA SONGS!!!

"oh yes" or "oh no!" ?

dear singles out there (including myself, and i have read it and errmmm, put it that i have absorbed partially! ), lets give some thoughts on this article :)

10 reasons why Singaporean singles are not dating

Date : 12/09/2007


If you are single and still wonder why you have not found a life partner, it is probably your fault. Lydia Gan of Wow-her.com tells you why.
Lydia Gan for AsiaOne

Wed, Sep 12, 2007
from Wow-her.com


Face it. You are a big part of the reason why your marital status still reads 'single'. Lydia Gan, who is the principal director of Wow-Her.Com, an online value creation magazine that provides dating tips and relationship advice for singles in Singapore, gives her reasons for what she feels is a lack of oomph in Singapore's dating scene.

She lists 10 of them here.


1. Lack of Confidence
Have you ever woken up early in the morning, looked at yourself in the mirror and wonder: "Who will ever love me?"

Low self-esteem and fear of rejection can cause such episodes to cripple anyone's love life! As long as such thoughts are foremost in the mind, singles will be unable to take the all-important step to initiate a date or accept one.


2. Clueless In Love
Gone out with a date who looks like he just woke up, has npt brushed his teeth, does not open the door for you and picks his nose at the table? You're probably not alone.

Lack of grooming and communication skills, social and dating etiquette can spell disaster for any potential social opportunities. If you want to network, impress someone on a date or connect with anyone in a relationship, better pick up a copy of Grooming and Etiquette for Dummies.


3. Denying the Coming of Age
Mummy's boy and Daddy's princess. These big kids can't admit that they are adults and of marriageable age. They are comfortable in their roles as mummy's pets and daddy's little girls. Either too spoilt or too sheltered to take the next big step, the day they actually decide to settle down would be the day you strike lottery.

4. Wa Bo-Chap! a.k.a I Can't Be Bothered

Some singles think it is cool to 'act cool' about their singlehood. When their motto is "Singles have more fun!", there really isn't any impetus to get out of this comfort zone. And even if they do want to get attached, they expect their other half to accept them as they are, warts and all. Don't expect these singles to change for the better or settle for compromises.


5. Consistently "Not Ready for a Relationship"
This is the most commonly heard 'default' reason for 'un-dating' singles. They are simply "Not Ready for a Relationship", and are extremely reluctant to do anything constructive to get themselves ready. But as long as you are not ready to prepare yourself for a relationship, you will never find yourself in one.


6. Kia Pai-Seh, or Afraid of being Embarrassed
Afraid of taking the first step, kia paiseh is known as the fear of 'losing face'. Sufferers of such a syndrome will not be caught dead asking someone out for a date or attending any singles events to try and know more people, even self-improvement courses such as dating etiquette.

These activities are akin to announcing to the whole world that they are desperate to get out of singledom. Grow up! There is nothing wrong with wanting to get hitched. Human beings are born to procreate. Be proactive about your dating lives! Truth is, it is much more practical to attend social events and get to know more single friends then to sit around and wait for a life-partner to drop onto your lap!


7. The Fear of Commitment
This phobia is the inability or unwillingness to share their life with someone else or resolve their past hurts. While it can be a valid and emotionally debilitating phobia, a lot depends on whether the single in question recognises the phobia for what it is. Once they do face up to it, there are life coaches, counsellors, self-help books, forums and informative websites that singles can turn to for help. The trick, as always, is to first recognise that you do have that problem.


8. No Money to Date
The financially insecure among us will lament: "No money to buy expensive dinners, how to date?" or "No money to doll up, how to impress anyone on a date?" Well, the good news is dating is about having fun. There are many ways to have fun without spending a lot of money. Sometimes, fun is all about looking into each other's eyes, sharing a laugh or a moment together.


9. Too Busy
All drained after a hard day's work and too caught up with other commitments to find time for romance? Find the well-spring of strength and stamina that is inside everyone. Busy-ness not just a Singaporean affliction. The youth in Hong Kong work as hard as Singaporeans, and their lifestyles are as stressful as ours. But they adopt a work hard, play harder mentality which makes them such a vibrant population. Their singles still make the time and effort to date. The question is: How much is companionship worth to you?


10. Haven't met someone suitable yet
There are 600,000 singles out there in Singapore. If I had a dollar for each single out there, I would be very rich. I am sure you can find one among the 600,000 whom you can relate well with. But are you making the effort to meet them?


Given the above 10 reasons why singles are not dating, I would like to salute everyone who is attached or married for their courage to change, to give love and to receive love, especially those who have attended singles events and coaching sessions. I feel very proud that you have the wisdom to be open and are proactive enough to try and enriching your lives. These are very attractive qualities. Keep it up!

No Charge.

Hari Raya is around the corner, and watching these kinds of vids just touches my heart :)

a memory.

finally i had the chance to sit down and edit my graduation convo vid. and indeed, it shall bring alot of memories down the lane. i giggled as i watched the vid and i was seriously fortunate that my bro was around to capture the whole ceremony from the start till end :)

candid shots are the best. seeing my own self with friends, how i behaved with/around them captured on vid, its like...i laughed at my ownself repeating the scenes and i wonder wat was funny that we unashamedly was laughing abt! okayyy, that showed how happy i was around them :) there might or might not be a chance that i further my studies in future which depends ALOTTT on my will heh. and i wish that i will meet similar friends who bring joy and happiness along the way im going :)

paths were created, paths met, paths crossed. we meet, we leave. helping to make a difference or to add joy to the sadness.to learn from the experienced, to guide the first learners. pray and pray alot for wat u want, and one fine day, it shall be granted. :)

my want.

i spotted this item last week. and i lovee to own it.
one of my wishlist item from Adidas. :) :)

bazaar bazaar.

we are into 15th/16th ramadhan now and i have been to bazaar next to causewaypoint quiteee frequent not that there are pple to wash-eyes on heh huhu butttt the foood there and the customers never fail to cease esp the ones with the longest queues evaaa! a few i have spotted were the self-acclaimed best briyaniiiiss, the self-acclaimed best BOON LAY nasi lemak Power, ohh and there is the Geylang Serai Chendol, andddddddddd the ever BURGER RAMLY stall. okayyyy, tat seriously reminded me of ABANG BURGER back in sunway huahuaahhaa. i wonder how hes doing! anyway, this guy will crack God-knows-number-of-eggs onto the cooking stove and place like wat, 20 patties! and top it over with cheese each! its a no wonder that the queue has always been long.sanggup woh! okayyy, blame our local fastfood outlets for failing to keep up to Burger Ramly's touch! besides these competitors, the rest are normal food like the sweet delicacies, iced beverages, otak2 and others which welll, seemed not to attract much of attention thou. :) ohhh, and i have never been to geylang and frankly, geylang on weekend is a taboo for me! SERIOUSLY.

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correction.

i justtt find out tat Merah is NOT from indon!(wrong info to someone out there, paiseh k) :)
i saw their poster/albumcover online, and from one look at it, i tot they are and also Cintaku sounded something from the work of indon groupies like peterpan, ungu yada yada.andddd, one of the reviews mentioned tat kassreeal sang much more better than them of which i have yet to hear. :)

:) :)

i got feedbacks from my fellow buddy Diana and (hi YUSMAN!) ahha..malunyer abt the youtubes. butttt ok ok. i will decrease the copy-paste-youtube-vids ok. :)

anyway, had a hell great time at Breeks + Starbucks @ Marina Sq. with the ultimate jokers(3 guys + 1 lady, u know who u are heh :P) and "UPDATES" and announcing my status/"samdol" story UNASHAMEDLY, the night-out was indeed a night-out. thanks guys for the company and time.

okayyy, now that i have to occupy this space with words...lets start gossiping before imsak comes , hehe...like gossipping about someone's BIGGEST IDOL...HUHUHUHUHU..... :)

rare isnt it?

i was out with my galfrens (arent they beaming!!) yesterday and there were alot of updates hehe.
and i came upon a FINDING that, its seriously rare to chance upon guys who are shy AND nice :) i have got 2 living examples here hehe :)

and another thing also (it has not been upgraded to fact yet!), guys who are not highly-educated tend to be more humble than those are up in the skyhigh. i dont mean to say all "skyliners" are that bad, but if there are gals who can prove a cluster, what more can I say ? :)

everyone has their own weaknesses, no one is perfect here. infact i have my own weaknesses, alottttt :) its just the matter of working on it or just ignore and surrender to plain ego :)

y didnt he win?

Anugerah 2007 - Kassreeal Alfi - Cintaku


Anugerah 2007- Kassreeal Alfi - Suatu Masa

the best so far!

Kaer - Izinku pergi

my all-time favorite guitarist!

Satu Hari di Hari Raya - Setanmati (Evildead)


Ku Pohon Restu Ayah Bonda - Setanmati (Evildead)

Sedih wohhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! hey, show ur face lah. i love his voice! :)


This is the original :)

Al-Jawaher - Ku Pohon Restu Ayah dan Bonda

aper nak jadi ?

nice ad!

i donno why butttt.

i have blogged abt hw much i loved the way he sang this song.
it has always touched my heart and never failed to stop me from restarting to play it over and over again. i donno y this is happening to me :(

fooodd and family.

on the last 2 weekends, i cooked the spaghetti and it turned out abiittttt pinchy salty butttt its edible as my family enjoyed eating them and last week, we had the potato + crabstick salad :) which was heavenly mixed with mayo and thousand islands!




Andddddd this is the latest from my nephews and nieces!
arent they cute like me heh????!!!! :)

santa-rinas coming to town!

wahahhahahha! my lovely santa-rinas coming back to town soon :)



they are beaming, radiating right now! :)

ratsss.

i have watched ratatouille and its animation is normal and plot is sooooo knowingly predictable BUTTTTT there are lessons to be learnt which are TRUST and DREAMS. even u think .... that considerably small amount of unconfidence that one cant achieve it, dont let that ruin ur dreams heh!

however, i m so not gonna eat food served by wat! RATS! ugh! who would??!! maybe those crazies in fear factor would, to think abt it probably yeahhhh...even consuming the rat itself! hehe :)

seriously?!

You Are 1: The Reformer

You're a responsible person - with a clear sense of right and wrong. High standards are important to you, and you do everything to meet them. You are your own worst critic, feeling ashamed if you're not perfect. You have uncompromising integrity, and people expect you to be fair. At Your Best: You are hopeful, honest, and inspiring. You bring out the best in humanity. At Your Worst: You are intolerant, judgmental, and picky. Your Fixation: Resentment Your Primary Fear: Being corrupt. Your Primary Desire: To be good. Other Number 1's: Al Gore, Martha Stewart, Gandhi, Celene Dion, and Spock from Star Trek.

What Number Are You?

yum yummy.

now i feel like having a milkshake too!! hehe

ok, i sux!

i m seriously sux at keeping abreast of the current malay entertainment industry here and so i happened to come across this singer whom i really have no idea frm where he was talent-spotted. the song is nice and his voice is nice too :)

Didicazli - Dambaan

mr policeman, help me with .....

this is cute, hehe :)

YEAY!

right now, im in woodlands regional library and there are 2 things here i wanna announce!

1. A HOT GUY is sitting just infront of me, who is so concentrating on whateva hes doing, ok thats a serious EYECANDY + EYEWASH. he looks like a errr hollywood star yo, ok tat is, hes not a local guy. American/Australian/Briton or NOT A surprise a Middle Eastern! HEHEHE!

2. I PASSED MY FTT. HOORAY!!! phew phew phewwwww. most of them were from the practices but bits were like errr use of ULTRA common senses will do heh! hehe :) ok i have booked my TP test which is in early feb next year! hehee .. ok im so the very the excited although its like hmmm in next 4 months hehe :):)

nevertheless, im excited and excited and the most important thing now is that im looking forward for my practicals for this week. YEEHAAAA!!!

Natasha Bedingfield Soulmate Lyrics.

Natasha Bedingfield Soulmate Lyrics

*** Complimentary Soulmate Ringtone ***
Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
you're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
is already in my life?
right in front of me
or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
how do I find the perfect fit
there's enough for everyone
but I'm still waiting in line

[Soulmate lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

miss!

i miss driving!
i miss my instructors!
i miss sunway!
i miss pakcik, makcik medan!
i miss our usual spot at medan!
i miss abg burger!
i miss farah, ezie, wen!
i miss rocky! OOPPPSSS hehehehe!

geez. okayyy..im doing good here, no worries. and i know u gals are very busy and packed with alot of studying stuff and maybe errr LOVE stuff hhehehehe!*hint hint*

okayyyy announcement here ahemmm...this coming monday is my final theory driving test! which means tat if i pass this obstacle, i can book my final practical test which i have checked that the latest next available date will be in early february next year! sooo, wish me all the best for this Mon's test ok!!

next news is, my sis and i wanted to cook !! soooo for tomoro's break-fast, i will be cooking pasta with minced meat + button mushrooms sauce!! and she will be serving POTATO SALAD with CRABSTICKS! yummyyyy!!! ok, will post up the errr pics of my hard labour tomorrow IF nothing fails! hehehe!

doing things tat i myself cant even think of.

like below! :)
thanks farah/wen eh! :P


there was once a very famous song from this Indon movie titled Pencinta Wanita by Irwansyah of which i was so mad about! hehe. err okayy, tat was long ago.
the chorus goes something like "Aku memang pencinta wanita, tapi aku bukan buaya...."
ok, initially it was so funny when we heard this from my little niece who loves this song very much.

niece : aku cinta banana mu !!!
we : *faint*
ok tat was so funny cos we werent sure whether she really knew wats that BANANA about butttt she confessed that she loves banana!

my dad is addressed as Tok Ki (grandpa in Malaccan lang) among my nieces and nephews.
soooo, few days later, she UPGRADED the lyrics to .....

niece : aku cinta banana TOK KI! *with tat cheeky smile*

OMG!!! SERIOUSLY!! :)

tremors shook my bed!

okay, i tot this morning around 7.45 to 8 am , SOMETHING was playing around me cos my bloody heavy bed shook as thou asking me to wake up, the lazy bump. twice i tot someone was trying to WAKE ME UP. and the whole day i kept thinking of it UNTIL NOW tat news are splashing all over abt the Indon earthquake and possible tsunamis.

God, bless and protect these people.

1st Ramadhan

after 3 years in malaysia, went thru fasting all those years there, today is the 1st day of ramadhan back in homeland!!!!!

ok, confession here. because today is the first day of fasting, yesterday i stuffed myself with the following (LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW!)

1) McSpicy meal WITH Mcwings!
2) 2 scoops OF GELARE icecream served in waffle basket with WHIPPED CREAM!
3) Banquet's big bowl of LAKSA + a big bowl of fishball soup!

:)

Ramadhan.

To all beloved Muslims,

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan.

Hopefully all good deeds shall be accepted, Insya-allah. Do lots of them ok!

:)

tell me.

what does it take to impress someone? in particular, ehem.. a guy ?!!! do we have to be chatty? do we have to show concern? do we have to .... hmmm ? so wat do we have to do? i mean if a gal is too frenly with the guy, chances are it may scare the guy off rite! esp when it comes to someone who is not on the same level in terms of education-wise. its to my understanding that i realised that the guy stammered in few of our conversations. but then again, the difference between qualifications of these two does make some significance, i mean what if in the future, something realllyy bad crops up and issue of this sort pop up. bound to be, isnt it?

singles who are VERY highly-educated, where the hell do u find ur future partners heh??!! :) don tell me from your unis yo! geez ok! :) love at first sight where? outside ur lecture halls, cafeteria, tutorial rooms!! campus carpark!! HAHA.

ok this is just one of my many crappy posts! i just wonder and i blog it and i wonder again and hmmm, tell me pple!! :)

Soulmate. Natasha Bedingfield.

husky. the guitar. love it!

auto auto.

hey cousin, easy life for u heh! :) auto car is bloody easy. i had my prac subject on that today. err, reminded me of DAYTONA!

i would like to own a car one day once im financially stable. perhaps a manual one :) in 2 yrs time maybe BUTTT i hv to cater to my family as well. u know, small cars cant exactly fit ALOT OF PPLE esp accomodating the plus-sizes! hehe. but wat heh, havent get license already dreaming of owning a car. but no harm done right! its just a plan, a dream. dream does come true if you want it real BAD hehe.

i would urge u pple to go try Absolute Thai anywhere in Malaysia. the one i went recently was at The Curve, Damansara. they serve awesome thai food esp the tomyam soup! bloody spicy yet its awesome ! seriously. :)

"Everyone needs a friend to hold" :) PS: Corrine May is on air now :)

officially a graduate.

it was my day. the day where 3 years of "sufferings", "loneliness"(initial year), sacrifices of alot of things of which i have to miss back home then. looking at the brighter side, there were alot of happy moments with the 3 musketeers, Farah, Ezie and Wen!

we can communicate, talk crap, cocok, blast F words and B*** and other B words(Huhu!)without any boundaries! haha. and at the end of the day, we know we didnt mean anything personal at all and all broke into giggly giggles and laughter. in another words, we are just happy people. its just something to go along with that made my days much colorful back then :)

i owe my parents esp for their blessings + kah-chings$$$ that led me to the possesion of the cert i have now. i am grateful to be in the circle of 3 and made my parents proud again :) i am not smart. its all pure hardwork, with additional determination and a push of motivation. 3 years is a long period of time for myself but not to those who were not in my shoes cos to them, time flies very fast.

i enjoyed my convocation. close friends were there and fellow graduates were there.its just a very memorable, excited, proud moment of my life :)

MY LOVELY GALFRENS!


PART OF MY FAMILY



ME IN THE CONVO HALL WITH CERT AND MINI-FARAH(THE CUTE BEAR, AND SHE REMEMBERED IT! )!


THE STAGE WHERE I RECEIVED THE CERT FROM THE CHANCELLOR AT THE BACK AND RED CARPET WHERE WE MARCHED OUT OF THE HALL DURING THE CLOSING PROCESSION :)



WAS IN THE MAIN HALLWAY WITH OTHER GRADUATES AND PROUD FAMILIES AND FRENS


ONE OF MY FELLOW BATCH GRADUATE, ALBERTO. AWARDED THE OVERALL BEST GRADUATE IN COMP SCIENCE!


ANOTHER GRADUATE, YOHANNES. AND THE REST POOFED SO FAST HEHE.


THE FABULOUSS 4! HEHE!

HAIRSPRAY WAS AWESOME.

u must watch HAIRSPRAY. yes diana. i agree! fantastic, hilarious, zac was HOT. even the audience at the other end of the cinema was laughing so loud that the rest of the cinema laughed too. he/she was so excited over tracy/travolta! even the parts which zoomed into zac, got some excitement and giggles from the teengals down there! and yes, their voices, songs, dance moves/choreography! FUH! Excellento! this movie is such a major success after Grease!

we had fast food looking at the situation tat plazasing has nothing much BUT fast food joints, and vanilla cone frm macdonalds! hehe. ok, cousin like the pressie so much hehe... im happy for her that she enjoyed today, her befday!

cousin.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KALAAAAAAA!!! (this was from a malay drama years ago)

cousin! its ur befday today! eh, do u read this or not heh? :)
hmmm hmmm i know, im older than u, but only 1 year heh. i hope u like wat we are gonna give u huhu :) we r gonna watch Hairspray later on. i heard its a good one and the lead actress is someone whos not in the industry. hmmm interesting isnt it. we have Travolta dressed up as a woman! hehe. and SOMEHOW , they look alike yo!

damn. i miss my instructors. i miss my driving prac. err only for 2 days not in the driving-prac-primetime and all this missing u missing them! OKAYYYYY.

i dont like school holidays. i mean the primary/seconday ones. bcos the malls and everywhere, practically EVERYWHERE, EVERYCORNER are fully occupied with NOISE and occasional mischief. BUTTTT yesterday, thou there were alot of kids at vivocity, i managed to relax at a corner facing the playcourt and it didnt bother me at all cos i got a very comfortable seat and i am plugged! hehe. wat caught my attention was these PAY-RIDE-HORSES! not the real ones, the funny ones where the kids have to do lots of exercising of their BUTT to move ON them. looked stupid thou. they sud have the ones back in Sunway. the automatic, smooth running ones without injuring any parts of the body. i mean the kids'. :)

initial plan was to go to Sentosa by cable car BUT realising tat it was actually skool holidays(it took me a moment to realise after seeing so many pple everywhere in causewaypoint), i dropped the plan. had Ben&Jerrys where we gathered few months back, remember the COW. hehe. and i had this superb soto ayam at the harbourfront's hawker centre opp the interchange. thou there were alot of malay stalls, i settled for one that displayed the most appetising shredded chicken, potato balls! i had fun but a tiring one cos it was painstakingly hot :)

change.

it will be a long break for me after my last driving prac which will be at the end of this week. actually, i want to lessen the tiring time to be spent for driving during fasting month WHICH is just around the corner! to be exact, it starts on 13.9.07. oh well, i dont want to end up with "BOMBASTIC" words during my fasting and so do the malay instructors heh thou i quite ADMIRE their patience and how chatty and very friendly they are so far.

things are not gg that fine for me now that i am still waiting for job offers. oh heaven's sake! i just have nothing much to say about this. actually, i also dont want to think about it, but i cant. i have to think abt it, have to worry abt it. but there are limits right! sometimes, it just pierced into my brain cells that i have occasion head-aches! and plus i spent too much of my time learning stuff. and when i m too tired, i rest and sleep and the worries just went away temporarily. when i wake up, i do the normal, routine stuff and here i am back infront of the comp, checking emails, checking job portals, apply here apply there. cousin told me to be patient, and yes i am still going strong and veryyyyyy patient now :) i need distractions. i need changes. i need something to occupy myself with. hmmmm...lemme see. what can i do?

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ok, none came across my mind yet. so wat will it be ?

i am going back to Sunway this weekend for my convocation! im not that excited to tell you the truth. not excited, seriously. not excited.

the last thing i want now is for someone to get on my nerves. tats all.

back to the past.

shes the best ever malaysia ever had and still going strong.
this was years back, 1996 maybe. her many songs never fail to bore me though its many donkey years ago. shes beautiful and very gifted.

ziana zain-anggapanmu