Monday, August 27, 2007

i like.

thank you to farah for recommending this song to me. i like it too. :)

no more wonder.

when i was with someone in the past, i kept asking him when we were in the car. i noticed luxurious cars passed us. questions about why these or that people are living in luxury. why my God let our own people suffer in such great despair and poverty ? why some people are rewarded so handsomely with luxury and wealth? i got the answer yesterday from an ustaz that not to blame God for the unfairness. God gives all they asked for in this world and it is just for loan. Prayers if not answered in this world where money, wealth and status are the main concerns BUT will be answered in the after-world will be the most, best-est gifts of all. Insya'allah.

i believe.

i believe that success comes with hardwork, determination and the HEART. the heart has to tell you that you want it really bad. when there is a will, there's definitely a way. 1000 excuses can be made up if the heart doesn't want it at all. to keep going, i know it's just so tiring. to maintain, it's even worst. but hey, before u even know it, you are actually doing it and what you have feared the last time, actually u are overcoming it. and you just tell yourself that this is what i feared to do the last time. its just miracuously happening. now. this moment. i am going through it. why didn't i overcome it the last time? it just takes the HEART, the DETERMINATION, whether i want to MAKE IT HAPPEN. this was wat someone told me straight into my face. MAKE IT HAPPEN. :)

going through life, meeting strangers and hearing these words of encouragement is rare. things happen for a reason. i go there and here and everywhere else at this point of time, at this hour. for wat? why? there are reasons. words dont just fall from the sky. it needs to be communicated through humans. a simple gesture or infact a smile, words of encouragement will sure make you perked up, confident and overcome FEAR. and when u overcome it, u are just proud of yourself.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

this one!

this was the song i was talking about !

initially, i thought it was from kelly clarkson!! serious stuff here man!

stage 2.

im in stage 2 now and i got the not-the-usual-car-model today. and the pedals were abit not aligned as compared to City. i had no choice but to continue with the session. the instructor must be wondering how the hell i managed to get over stage 1 BUT i got cleared 2 subjects thou. so, its not bad after all. and i got HORNED TWICE by impatient morons who are F****** blind. wat! cant they see the F****** school labels and the F****** L plate. F****** morons.

ok enuff, i am satisfied.

we had superb late lunch at Al-Ameen Bukit Batok. i tell u, i loveeeeeee the food there. it seems they are much more better than the one in Woodlands. and after that, we headed down to cousin's PRE-MARRIAGE appointment. he he he. got the chance to wash eyes on this bridal male model! hekhek. thou an eye-candy BUT it lasted like 2 mins and off we went! discuss here and there, confirm here and there, pay here and there, settled and i went for my haircut. my hair grow quite fast and also, it is time to BUANG ALL THE SUEH! HAHA. today was fun! i like today. and tomoro is doom's day! will update soon :)

Saturday, August 25, 2007

today is the day.

today is the day, that He wanted me to know that he is now officially + happily married. i was shocked when i saw him. i detoured abit but i failed. he saw me and i expected him not to acknowledge my presence. and i was introduced to his wife and he talked to my father and i was too shocked tat i didnt actually shake hands with his MRS! not tat i didnt want to BUT becos first i was SHOCKED + i was holding rubbish actually to be thrown out. i tell u, those few minutes were like frozen and the aftermath? still in disbelief. HOWEVER, life still goes on! i was at Adam Rd for FOODIE. :) im okayyy. :)

Friday, August 24, 2007

roadie roadie.

it has been quite a while since i blogged. not exactly BUSY, looking at the fact that now i have an adopted black gal to take care of (HAHA) plus her mummy and daddey! im a road menace now, beware of my existence at Bukit Batok area haha. geez, my biting point still sucks man! ok watever heh. as long as the car moves, im more than happy heh heh.

nothing much to update. i have not been feeling well lately becos i STUFFED myself to almost beyond acceptable level. fuh.

1. had dessert and charkway at noon!
2. had popcorn + coke!
3. had McD latte + 6 pcs nuggets! (wth. i think tats errr teabreak! second one!)
4. had dinner consisting one FULL plate of rice, chilli prawn, fried fish and belacan!

all this in the span of a day!
and wat i got, endless visits to the jamban!

Friday, August 17, 2007

wat is it called?

since fergie and the other errr Akon i guess, i have been hearing similar lyrics like "BEAUTIFUL", "BIG GIRLS" ("I like skinny gals, I like big gals", ok whos tat from?) in a few one or 2 more songs. this is err not actually copying. in a proper way, it's TAPPING INTO ALREADY EXISTING RESOURCES/WORK of others! :)

watever goes after good stuff, will definitely receive good responses with wide open arms! its like err how Macdonalds came out with their numerous chicken offerings(ok tat sounded like OFFERINGs to the Hungry Ghosts!oh, i think its that month of the year now. Ok random!) and KFC with their BIG FISH burgers quite some time ago and they were superb, haha. ok, now i feel like eating A&W! i miss A&W! i miss PYRAMID! BLUE! YELLOW! MEDAN! RSB! CURVE! SHEESHA! opps :P

IM OFFICIALLY FAN OF 98.7! THESE DJS ARE DAMN FUNNY & SPONTANEOUS. I ONLY REMEMBERED ERR DANIEL. THE REST, I ENJOYED THEIR HUMOR ESP. GUYS, STOP TEASING TAT POOR DJ thou i donno wats her name! he he he. my mornings are never gonna be the same! hurray!!

Thursday, August 16, 2007

chatty chat.

i had this conversation and i am not gonna disclose with who and where.

only just for a first meeting, we chatted and it just knocked some sense into myself. i donno whether its meant to be tat way that im there, and that person is there too err like its destined. its like ok Aznorzeeha, this time this day, u r supposed to meet this person there and wat time and LISTEN! to watever advice which has to be disseminated :) and hopefully THEY STAY IN MY HEAD FOR AS LONG AS POSSIBLE! actually, right now as in at this moment, tat phrase is still lingering arnd my head!

i m pleased to hear praises or how proud pple are to know that their own community are doing well in education now. determination/motivation to go up to a higher level is not easy to come by, wats more to actually GO THROUGH it in getting that piece of cert! PLUS sufficient financial aids to accommodate is another factor. not everyone has the opportunity to have that luxury and if they do want, their only hope is in their offspring! the determination to finance and equip them with good education, setting goals and ensuring they have good life in future, looking at the fact that standard of living here is considerably high. that is the vision my community should/must have for the next generation. soaring numbers, succeed and reaping their fruits of labour, isnt that what we should be proud of ?

a phrase which is so well known abt my community. this stereotyped-phrase.
"orang melayu malas". what can we do about it? absorb it. think.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007


of late, i have been hearing this piece over 98.7 and i THOUGHT it was some superstar UNTIL i YOU-TUBED it ! IM SHOCKED THAT SHES A FELLOW SINGAPOREAN. WOW!!!

i cant find this one!!

Corrinne May - On The Side Of Me

Sunday, August 12th in Daily Rubbish by [E.T] | No comments

I’m not the easiest person to love
I’m often the one who lets things go unresolved

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
on the side of me

I’m not too proud of some things
I’ve done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You’re on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it’s cold outside
and there’s no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you

I’m not the easiest person to love
But you, you’ve opened your heart to show me what I’m worth

‘Cause you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You’re on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it’s cold outside
and there’s no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go

I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you…

Yeah you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me

turning turning.


second instructor was much more friendlier and approachable + chatty SO its fun to chat with err while IM DRIVING! huhuu. DRIVING WAS FUN!!! hahah. i have adapted + blessed my FOOT to the pedals and we turned into bends for errr...70 mins!! haha. and bloody hell, i tot the prac was at 8.40PM. actually it was AN HOUR later!! ugh. actually driving at nite is much err relaxed cos everyone seemed to drive VERY very very SLOW! hehe. esp the turning-in-bends learners LIKE ME! i have not had any DAY prac yet thou. OOOooooOO, and changing gear too :) next lesson will be harder, so i am so looking forward huhu! cousin, good luck for your eval!!

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

rush hour 3.

witty. hilarious :) kenji looks really like jackie's bradderrr!
esp their very similar eyebags!

"you cant be a black. dont quite reach the minimum height" somewhere along tat line heh ! :):)

Monday, August 13, 2007

satisfaction guaranteed!

had this awesome seafood feast @ Penu-Umbai (Melaka) over the weekend!
FRESH large prawns, crab, sotong, clams, mussels, variety of fishes(stingray is my favorite) + pudding + FRESH coconut drink and watever u can see above for RM 250! methods of cooking(grilled/fried/gravy sambal etc) are customised to own preferences! well known for their very simple(rice + sambal only!) BUT very delicious "nasi lemak" in small packets. once popped in, u will never stop!

Friday, August 10, 2007


for the first time, i moved/drove a REAL car!!!(not daytona, not GT :P) biting point wasnt easy for me. have to practise more. annddddd instructor asked me whether i PLAYED DAYTONA when i handled the steering wheel. i looked/stared at him and time froze for 2 secs! woohooooo! ok i rest my case! haha. DONT ROLL YOUR EYES OK!

next prac will be turning and more of biting point/move off/reverse practices! and i have to pass BTT for the first time so tat he can bring me out to public. too fast heh. but watever it is, im glad that i moved the car and the first time is over! hehe. looking forward to future pracs!

and guess wat! last minute plan to MELAKA tomoro!!!! :) and i had my job interview this morning anddddd wait and see, thats all i can say at the moment :) Such a GREAT WEEKEND AND GREAT POST NATIONAL DAY :)

belated birthday.

its 12.06am. sorry. i know. i should have blogged to u on ur befday!
i know i owe u alot for where i am and wat i am now.
i know without u, i wont even be typing this now.
i know without u, my parents wont even bear me and let me see this world!
Happy Belated 42nd Birthday, Singapore!


when they played the national anthem, i was busy recording the vid.
when they said the pledge, i used my left instead of right! taking vid watttttt.
sheet! when was the last time i even sang the anthem and pledge so religiously tat it felt like some chip (not potato chips!) had been PLUGGED-AND-PLAYED into us, the innocence! to repetitively BRAINWASH ourselves ! HAHA. ok, tats beside the point!

my MAIN POINT/HEADING is, when seeing every single soul wearing red/white, i am just so proud to be part of it :)

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

sheet sheet!

O shyte! first prac will be this friday!
wat have i got myself into ?

Monday, August 06, 2007

grey cheat my feelings!

i know. its HOLLYWOOD! im not supposed to fall for it! but again, ugh ! i have been spending some time in Alexandra Hospital and observed THE INTERNS or sud i say THE MEDIC STUDENTS WHO ARE IN FOR ATTACHMENTS who are not at all as glam as those in Grey's (ok laugh pple laugh). they cheat my feelings! he he. ok watever anything! OH btw, there are DRINKS with these names here u know! thou i have not tried any of them yet! feedback were not nice, tasteless, WATEVER. ok it really lives up to the name!

anddddd finally im going for basic theory test after so much anticipation and the waiting for FIRST practical lesson in END sept is really killing me! dread it thou seriously i am nervous actually! how am i supposed to face the instructor??? what if i make clumsy/selenge(HI EZIE! its your league here!) mistakes. PAISEH MAN! ok nvm ! then wats tat bloody 68 dollars for heh ?? YESH. its the price for A lesson to hold the car for 100 minutes here! "CHEAP" rite??!!


for my sporean gals in KL, pls pls take care of urselves cos of late, there was news abt a gal who got raped and killed in KL, in her rented apartmnt. So, PLEASE be aware of your surroundings outside AND inside your house and this applies to all my gal-frens living there as well, OK!

Friday, August 03, 2007

jude jude.

i just have to make this statement!

i love jude law! BUAHAHHAHAA

female med studs reduced its intake ?

removing intake quota for female med students ????
Singapore presents report to UN on progress of status of women

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

An interesting article.....(Fwd).

A speech delivered by a CEO of a premier IT company of India during an employee session. He is incidentally, one of the top 50 Influential people of Asia according the latest Asiaweek publication and also the new IT Advisor to the Thailand Prime Minister.

Extract of Mr. Narayana Murthy's Speech during Mentor Session:



Narayana Murthy

I know people who work 12 hours a day, six days a week, or more. Some people do so because of a work emergency where the long hours are only temporary.

Other people I know have put in these hours for years!!! I don't know if they are working all these hours, but I do know they are in the office this long. Others put in long office hours because they are addicted to the workplace.

Whatever the reason for putting in overtime, working long hours over the long term is harmful to the person and to the organization. There are things managers can do to change this for everyone's benefit. Being in the office long hours, over long periods of time, makes way for potential errors.

My colleagues who are in the office long hours frequently make mistakes caused by fatigue.

Correcting these mistakes requires their time as well as the time and energy of others. I have seen people work Tuesday through Friday to correct mistakes made after 5 PM on Monday.

Another problem is that people who are in the office long hours are NOT pleasant company.

They often complain about other people (who aren't working as hard); they are irritable, or cranky, or even angry. Other people avoid them. Such behaviour poses problems, where work goes much better when people work together instead of avoiding one another.

As Managers, there are things we can do to help people leave the office.

First and foremost is to set the example and go home ourselves. I work with a manager who chides people for working long hours. His words quickly lose their meaning when he sends these chiding group e-mails with a time-stamp of 2 AM, Sunday.

Second is to encourage people to put some BALANCE in their lives. For instance, here is a guideline I find helpful:

1) Wake up, eat a good breakfast, and go to work.

2) Work hard and smart for eight or nine hours.

3) Go home.

4) Read the books/comics, watch a funny movie, dig in the dirt, play with (your) kids, etc.

5) Eat well and sleep well.

This is called recreating. Doing steps 1, 3, 4, and 5 enable step 2. Working regular hours and recreating daily are simple concepts. They are hard for some of us because that requires 'personal change'. They are possible since we all have the power to choose to do them.

In considering the issue of overtime, I am reminded of my oldest son.

When he was a toddler, if people were visiting the apartment, he would not fall asleep no matter how long the visit, and no matter what time of day it was.

He would fight off sleep until the visitors left. It was as if he was afraid that he would miss something. Once our visitors' left, he would go to sleep.

By this time, however, he was over tired and would scream through half the night with nightmares. He, my wife, and I, all paid the price for his fear of missing out.

Perhaps some people put in such long hours because they don't want to miss anything when they leave the office. The trouble with this is that events will NEVER stop happening.

That is life !! Things happen 24 hours a day.

Allowing for little rest is not ultimately practical. So, take a nap.

Things will happen while you're asleep, but you will have the energy to catch up when you wake. Hence "LOVE YOUR JOB BUT NEVER FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR COMPANY"

Live a life like you should -

...Effort is important, but knowing where to make an effort in your life makes all the difference.

..If a drop of water falls in a lake there is no identity.But if it falls on a leaf of lotus it will shine like a choose the best place where you would shine...

..Falling down is not a defeat...defeat is when your refuse to get up...

..Never take some one for granted...Hold every person close to your heart, because you might wake up one day and realise that you have lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones."

Remember these always in life ; "