Sunday, June 29, 2008

what i have done.

for the past weeks, i watched "Kungfu Panda" which I find them very adorable. i didnt read reviews beforehand and didnt know whose voices behind the characters, err, actually i didnt bother to find out. i was just interested in black jack's Panda. and when they have names like "sifu" and "tai lung", not a surprise jackie chan plays the monkey. "Incredible Hulk" which i think the main character's overall looks and physique (before he turns green)are not that "appetizing" really and the last was "Don't Mess with The Zohan". it was really horny and corny and hilarious and whatever words you can relate to "disgusting" (thesaurus.com). people were laughing their hearts out and probably were shedding tears as well. nevertheless, there is a message which they wanted to bring it across. main point, make peace, no war. so next up, probably Hancock and Wanted.

went down couple of times to east coast park. after late lunch, we would just hang out at the beach and once, there happened to be a rehearsal for the upcoming national day, a heli with the flag hovering over the coast. talking about national day, have not been to the event before. not that i do not want, but before i knew it, the tics were all out when they announced it over the tv. sigh.

GSS is still on and i am so glad that i am still trying to withhold my strength of keeping the kah-chings in and not out unnecessarily. looking at handbags which are already stacked up in my room, i think more than twice actually before flipping my notes out. money is hard to come by. just like water, they can just flow out freely.

GST money are coming in, yeay!

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Nor.

look at my face. do i look like a "Nor" ? despite having it as part of my birth name, butt...i am not that "Nor" kind of person. you know, just like "Siti". hek hek hek. and of course, having people calling me by that name, i feel so errrr "geli". hehehe. Az sounds much better. but some people pronounce it as "ass". something like ass-nor. dammit. oh, jason mraz has his official vid up for "I'm Yours". and he is getting thinner. and an avocado farm.. hmmmm. probably he is a vegetarian as well.

oh and also, on food. this humongous must-have dish at Cafe Galilee. an oven-baked half-chicken dressed with black pepper sauce, bit of pasta and fries. they are having a promotion at a price of only $6.90 (Beverage card holders get $1 off) !

PC show ends today. i did not go at all because i have nothing to buy and i do not want to waste my time in the crowd. i am happy with my new wireless sleek black desktop :) wire-hassle-free yo! BTW at Courts the same set is exorbitantly priced. i got it at Sim Lim at $20 lesser. man, suckers.

Sunday, June 08, 2008

leona lewis.

i have just learnt that she was a UK idol. the first few times when i heard her on 987, it appeared to me that she sounds slightly like Mariah Carey. and indeed, yes she had been singing her songs during her Idol days. and please do take a closer look at her. doesnt she remind you of Wendy Jacobs (Fandi Ahmad's wifey) ?

Better In Time - Leona Lewis (YouTube)

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remaind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

my thoughts now.

what i am really seeking for right now are :

1) A miracle that something will eventually be mine

2) A sign pleaseee, should or shouldnt I go on doing it since it has been at the back of my mind for quite a while. is it worth it ? will i get the results that i actually want? what if it fails and it will waste my resource and disappoint me in the end?

it is time for a change. for the better.