Saturday, December 29, 2007

goodbye 2007, helloooooo 2008.

in two days' time, 2008 will be welcomed. that is a very nice number. 2007 where i turned 27. 2007 where i graduated. 2007 marked alot of happenings be it good or bad ones. hereby, i would like to share with you......

Highlights of 2007 (if i still can remember hehe)
-had a lil crush on my lecturer, buahahhahahahaha! cant be helped, hes HOT. why its a little crush cos at the same time, sometimes hes a pain in the ass hahahahhahhahha. but,hes a nice lecturer:)

-my only HD out of the entire years of sufferings but i am grateful for that :)

-the many many many outings and chill-outs with little sisters back in sunway :):):):)

-my convocation ceremony in september and finally,i did it.

-started on my driving-spree and liked it so much, every one of them huhuhu

-having 3 guys, each in 3 continuous days, suddenly wanting to be in the i-want-to-know-you-give-out-handphonenumbers-spree over friendster and one over the phone! (ok, this is the best hightlight! haha)

-the finale, to be back in homeland, with mum and dad and whole family :)

Downlights of 2007

-left Monash(that one i dont really care! haha) but no more of those days with my little sisters :(

-my mum got warded into Alexandra Hospital due to a mysterious jaw/teeth/gum/tongue problem of which until now we do not know whats the cause, buttttt shes perfectly okay now, reported no more pains :)

-failed my first TP, driving test that is (sux! %#@*$#)

-the many interviews that failed to make through

-2 times where i have reached the lowest point of my life :(

-my cries,my sadness,my disappointments :(

despite these negatives, for sure i am very grateful that i could make it through alive and stronger. my hope for 2008 is that it will be a very much better, best, bester one. its a nice number and farah highlighted to me on my 2nd driving test date, which is 08.01.08. so, any hope ? :)

Happy New Year, guys!!

Friday, December 28, 2007

update update.

i know, someone has pointed out to me that my blog is like being abandoned with not much entries as compared to my good old days huhu. okay,i know im busy with sms-ing hahahhahahaha hahahhhahah. this morning, i was wakened by THE news of Benazir Bhutto's death. pity pity. cruel cruel, heartless, coward suicide bomber. if hes a Muslim, im utterly ashamed of what a fellow brother had committed. taking lives of others. i wonder where will he end up at, Heaven or Hell. anyone? :)

next pit stop, i want to get hold of island creamery! i dont care, hehe. i heard its heavenly nice. oooo, theres METRO POST CHRISTMAS sale, from 26dec to hmmm errrr, not sure when. then, theres Hady Mirza performing at Punggol for the countdown according to my reliable source. anddd there are quite a number of countdowns around singapore andddd OMG, that reminded me of my time in Sunway. it was deepavali, 2 years ago andddd i was entertained by lotsssss of fireworks from my balcony on the 20th storey. lotsss lotsss of fireworks hehehe. be it from sunway lagoon to as far as near KLCC area. there were like 5-6 locations firing up the artwork. those were the moments, free some more. hehehe. haiz, sud i or sud i not go. Hmmmmmm.....

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

merry xmas.

i just got back from one of the times where my big family of lemme see hmmm 1.2.3....14 huhu gathered this time, not at usual parent's place but at Al Ameen eating place. i was abit frustrated that my food didnt well, turn up and so i checked out that they actually did not have my order on tat piece of paper and because, well i dont want to spoil the merry-making-makan-lets-be-happy session, i kept my cool and made sure that

1. they didnt actually cook tat first order of mine
2. demanded to order ASAP again cos i was bloody hungry

HOWEVER,luckily there was Mr Pari Bakar to keep my cool haha.
ok,if any guys who would like to ask me out, please ensure pari bakar is in the menu OK. haha. ok, go roll your eyes.

anyway, i heard fireworks at the stroke of 12 midnight just now to mark christmas. between Islam and Christianity, there aint much difference at all. u wanna live safe and be safe, just abide by the rules. and talking about rules, we were on the way back and there was a road-block, obviously checking on DRUNK DRIVERS on this festive eve. remember, drink dont drive, drive dont drink.ride safely, think of your loved ones. okay,i sounded like one save-your-ass-else-you-will-regret advert. HO HO HO:)


oh! i forgot.i am so looking for 26th. :)

Thursday, December 20, 2007

this is gonna be a long one.

i have always wanted to blog about this issue since for a long long time. it has been at the back of my mind but its just that i have not really pen them down. this is my blog. and i have views and opinions and you read them or just leave.

i have encountered some remarks/comments from fellow acquaintances, and let me emphasize acquaintances, people who are known to me AND, KNOW FROM WHICH COUNTRY I AM FROM.

acquaints : so,where are you from ?
me : im from singapore
acquaints : ah! singapore (*and they will smile with sparkling eyes*)

in other situations i have encountered like in this case one of the times in malaysia where i stayed for a couple of years,

acquaint : you are so rich, rm1 is just 50cents to u.

f*ckers. u think we are what? from a nation where in the middle lies THE money-making-free-for-all factory is it ?!

i have read news and in fact something recently disturbed me. one of the reasons to why Hady Mirza won was because SINGAPOREANS ARE RICH. dammit. since when? if every single of us are rich, you would have seen all MERCS, BMWs, LEXUS or watever piece of expensive shit on our roads. what kind of stereotyping is that. just because they have friends, fellow colleagues who are singaporeans and are damn rich here, does that mean they should have the perception of singaporeans are rich. goodness.

let me make this clear to all outsiders who do not know how an average Singaporean's life standard is. not everyone has very FAT paycheck. not everyone has diploma/degree qualifications. some are drivers, factory workers, delivery men whose income are not that high. its like trying hard to save abit of money and spending what is important, thats all. medical bills have to be considered also,what if they fall sick? free medical from the government?

if singaporeans are rich, do we hear remarks from them like,

"ok, we will go to that restaurant when i get my pay"

"i have to re-consider that or we can wait for upcoming sale"


christmas sales, hari raya sales, chinese new year sales, deepavali sales. all looking forward to sales. so where the hell does the RICH come from?

i am person who likes to observe my surroundings and the people. i have seen a family with little kids which counted to 5, wearing singlets,shorts,slippers, worn-out dresses eating at macdonalds with their smiles and were cheerful and grateful enough that mummy was buying for them cheeseburgers, french fries though they have to share among them. these are singaporeans whom we acknowledge them from low-income background. so, not everyone is rich. singaporeans are not rich. whatever u think or must have concluded from, you might have looked from the minority who are bloody rich but not everyone of us are.

aku berserah jugak.

ooooo, this song sang by Hady Mirza on the Asian stage, is soooooo like im berserah-ing to Him :):):)
words that reflects the whole picture :)
beautiful melody that is a definite.

"BERSERAH" by Taufik Batisah

Gerhana meliputi segala
Tiada lagi sinaran cahaya
Keinginan tanpa kepastian
Tak mampu rasanya ku teruskan
Ku meneruskan

Ku relakan segala
Dalam hidup ku sebuah tanda tanya
Biarpun tak mampu ku bertahan
Tak kan pernah ku akui kalah

Tiada jalan mungkin ku lalui
Haruskah hidupku dipersenda
Mengharungi dugaan melanda
Ku berserah


Tuhan ku
Ku relakan segala
Tak kan pernah ku akui kalah
Percaya ku yakin padanya
Dia yang menentukan semua

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

bored people do this.

1. The phone rings. What is your ring
cintaku sang by kassreeallllll

2. Did you go anywhere yesterday?
ok, where did i go hmmm...NOPE. stayed home and slept 6 hours in the day huhu

3. Who was the last person you shared
beds with?
my cousin i think, when i was bloody tired and sick after the TAPAI session!

4. Favorite drink?
ice lemon tea

5. Does the person you like know that
you like them?
if u are talking about guys, no one in particular, zero !

6. Last time you talked to your mom?
like a minute ago

7. Where are you right now?
my bedroommmmm, with my pc, my bed, my pictures, my tv, my carpet, my toilet, my zillions of cupboards huhu

8 . If you HAD to kiss the last
person you kissed, would you?
errrr, the last i kissed is UNKISSABLE right now. haha. down into history. zap!

9. Favorite gadget in the kitchen?
xbox = fridge

10 . Favorite pie?
chicken pie from POLAR. yumyum

11.How is your hair?
fantastic! no regrets at all babe!

12. Where's the last place you walked
hawker center and i had my favorite soto ayam

13. Last time you had a sleepover?
huhuuhuhuu, donno

14. Latest you stayed up in the past
1 plus AM.

15. What were you doing?
chatting on the phone, which i think now its rather USELESS, dammit.

16. Have you been in a car accident?
YES. but not tat critical anddd we got abandoned. sob sob. sad but actually its FUNNY.

17. What is the last thing you said
the actual words something like "jangan cakap anak orang lain jahat ehhh" to my mum.

18 . Who's the 1st person on your
missed calls list?
my ayah.

19. What did the last text message you
received say?
jiji, nanti tolong simpankan newspapers about hady mirza won asian idol ek

21. Story behind your Friendster
just registered for fun, like in 2003.

22. What's bothering you right now?
alotttt of things used to bother me, but right now, its slowly disappearing. LIFE GOES ON BABY.


23. Wallet?
mine is something like wen's hehe. leather, brown. cards, arab + us bill each and some small notes, with my PDL, ic pictures, atm cards.

24. Eyes?

25. Life?
praying that bits and pieces will come together as what i have always wanted. LOVE is not in my agenda now. wait long long, i have learnt my lesson. till i meet my MR RIGHT (mr right, pls appear before me soon, hehe), i live for my own :)


26. Doing this weekend?
make plans to GO OUT.

27. Wearing?
actually want to go and pray, so im like in my towel, BUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

28. Wanting?
i want to check out what i have just bought from body shop

29. Listening to?
silence + ceiling fan

30. What do you smell?
smelly + sweat haha

32. Do you like seafood?
i ADORE them

33. Do you remember your dreams?
yes of cos

34. Do you consider yourself a study
i don think so, butttt im hardworking tats all

35. Do you speak another language other
than English?
melayu buttt if u ask me to write,i think my mouth will open like one fat fish's mouth haha

36. What did you do last night?

37. What do you hate?

38.Orange or apple juice?

39.Who were the last people you went
out to lunch with?
my family!

40. Last thing you ate?
SOTO AYAM yummmyummmyummm

Monday, December 17, 2007

Hady Mirza - The First Asian Idol was he too. i remembered one of the emcees saying that Hady wanted to win this title so much, so here it is, Singapore Idol clinched the title. i bet alot will agree that hady's performance on saturday were not tat great,it was just ok. in fact, i was utterly disappointed with his performance NOT until he performed with Jac and the indian idol, it showed how charismatic and versatile he is, with his good looks and humility. if u noticed when he knelt upon hearing the announcement,he must have prayed for a moment to God and how he was so ber-syukor with his hands and looked onto the air as a sign of thankful to God for his rezeki. when the rezeki has his name,it will be definitely be his. Congratulations, Hady Mirza!

Saturday, December 15, 2007

the ganas one.

remember that CHOCOLATE GANAS i wrote about ?

this was another item tat CALLED MY NAME. haha. i was looking for something mango-ish at FAREAST PLAZA at the basement next to the escalator. and somehow i saw something weird on the stall's menu due to my vain-so-never-wear-specs and i didnt expect the mango cubes.very nice. $3.80 i think. its one of their recommendations.

anddd this is from SIAMESE KITCHEN. mango slices with glutinous rice + rich coconut milk. currently, its my sis' top crave :)

Friday, December 14, 2007

aite aite.

aite aite captain!

i was at esplanade and we went thru the tunnel where the young artists' artworks are displayed. dammit it,CROCS sponsored shoes to be made into artworks, dammnnnn..sud have given me one pair. haha. those kids must be thinking,wat crap these sandals with HOLES. hahhaa. anddddd one of the artworks was a CROCODILE aka BUAYA.hehe

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

where there is good food.

ok listen. theres this only cake shop @ sembawang mrt. i don quite remember whats the name butttt their choc cake rocks man. seriously. for u choc/choc cake lovers, spend $3.50 on this slice of "CHOCOLATE GANAS", ok seriously ganas man thou sounds funny. the kind of choc that is not tat rich chocolaty like wat we get at prima deli sometimes. but get the outer layer of it and fuh, i think ur brain will freeze.

i think food seemed to call me for no reason like "jee jee, comeeee comeeeee, eattt meeee, buyyyy meeeee" hahah. i was at sun plaza and i happened to look out for the "OLD CHANGKEE" outlet there for no apparent reason BUTTT beside it was ANGIE the cakeshop. donno why i had the sudden crave for durian. and i searched thru the display and found this "DURIAN ROLL" @ $3.00 each. i tell u, the durian paste was awesome man. delicious, yummy and only God knows what was going thru my mind when i ate them at 1 go! hahahhahaha. the paste is wrapped within a thin kind of dough which looks like "toiseh". be prepared with water after u eat it bcos when i had mine, after that i had chicken rice! yeaaaa, bad combination i know. i was bloody hungry tat time and i couldnt wait to eat the roll, so i chunk the whole thing down. huhuhu.

oh and also, good, fat satays at errr..Gelang Patah Tol Rest place near Second Link. anddddd their fried "LEKOH" are nice. go go try them. :):):)

i was in melaka over the weekend and here was our food agenda.

1) Pizza Hut for tea break (who the hell eat tat for teabreak! ended up eating a feast hahah)

Right after 1.5 hrs,

2) Seafood galore at Penu-Umbai againnnn!!

Saturday (Ok, dont faint ok)
1) Started with breakfast buffet, not tat much cos not that nice also except for their bread spread and chicken curry @ Hotel Orkid Melaka

2) The famous "The Assam Pedas Place" near Mahkota Parade with asam pedas pari, fresh ayam kampong goreng, sambal kepang, sambal belacan, kacang botoh, sambal ayam hati+pedal and the ULTIMATE tapai!!!

funny thing is that my relative's tapai, i dont even eat andddd the sudden crave when i looked at my family gobbling them down, and i had 2. and i fell sick, cos i was the first one to land on the bed.

3) BASKIN ROBBINS!!!!! %%^^&&&^%$$##$$%^^&

and the ultimate finale
4) NANDOS, where we BELAHAK 2 full chickens!!!


thats wat i call, GOOD FOOD :)

and on sunday, i surrendered.

with my dry throat and headache, i was cranky and moody BUTTTT managed to eat 3 crispy roti pratas, and thats for the day. in fact now, my throat is still itching. huhuhu.

Thursday, December 06, 2007


i just hope its not what i think. give it just a day. i donno whats happening at the other side.


Tuesday, December 04, 2007


long long since i last blogged.
well, alottttt of things happened lately(**wink wink).

i am very happy. oh and like finally we adhoc-ly made our way to Arab Street to get our kain songket for cousin's wedding next year!! yada yada bla bla, we couldnt get our dream colors of pink-purple coordination cos as according to the makcik-jual-kain, it will look good if we were to add on the okayyyy..wats tat kain called eh, hmmmm issit satin, lace or something....oh yes! kain lace with the lining inside plus the kain songket for our bottom. buttttt we were thinking, why wear so nice man. we are supposed to help out aka kerja-keras so hack and scrapped tat idea and we went for the songkets for our full attire. the thing is, each of us 4 has different background colors with the main golden prints huhuhu

1st sis - hot purple
2nd sis - mangosteen
3rd sis - hot pink

me - BLACK!!!

hahahahhahahaha hahahhahahaha hahahahhahahahha

ok wat. black makes everyone slim. so let the other plus-size sisters wear wateva colors they like, cos im abit conscious when it comes to GOOODDD BEAUTIFUL pics without regretting anything that has got to do with what i am gonna wear on that day!

next up.

on sat, i was at fareast plaza shopping with family. was at sakura and beside us,was Shah, the anugerah skrin guy, i think. went shopping for i donno how many hours and tat explains the $8.80 deducted from Dad's cashcard for parking!!! then we headed the superb Murtabaks @ Zam zam.

on sunday, was at singapore expo for the Sitex, i had slight headache, then headed to Changi Airport for Popeyes!!!!!! then headed to Vivocity for THE HEARTBREAK KID. omg, that show really gross yo, but seriously ben stiller is hilarious, dammit.

i love him.

Sunday, November 25, 2007

feels so great.

over the weekend, it was great coossss its all about foooodddd and family. hehe. well, pple say that however busy u are, the CEO or how many frens, millions of them u have, relationship where u r so involved that u forget abt everything else, FAMILY wont,

1) abandon you
2) totally forget abt u

recently, i think God is trying to tell me,be more filial okayyyy. ok,i shall not talk abt it :)

i am just happy of my family and lifeeee now :)

Saturday, November 24, 2007

seriously nightmare.

the week has been like an emotional turmoil for me. seriously, too many things had happened. surprises, coincidence, confused, fate ? im not sure whats the right word. things began, and things ended just like that. well, its my own decision. we are old enough to know and differentiate between whats good and wats not, right. however, smacked in the middle of the week, well, i met up with galfreensssssss hehe. the last i met them was during my convocation in sept. and hell yeah, seriously im just glad to see those sweet faces again :) (ok, don get me wrong heh)

andddd i had a seriously bad bad nightmare. u know like when u actually dreamt that u were crying and actually when u woke up and found yourself ACTUALLY crying, hmmm mine is along that line somewhere but its not tears actually. i dreamt that i was somewhere with frens and somehow i blacked out. but the thing is, following the blackout, it wasnt me who actually was going thru the next thing im going to tell. there were 2 gals who seemed to drown and had their faces in the water. and there were lots of policemen/divers to save them. THEN, somehow one of the gals was alive and the police were trying hard to save her. then, he got her to breathe again. but then, they have to send her somewhere else along the waters which is quite funny also because they actually put her into an inflatable raft and asked another police to assist and PUSH the raft along to the other side somewhere. but actually, this other police is a badddd one who wanted to KILL her actually. and the scary part is that, it was ME who was in the raft and the police's hands were actually trying to STRANGLE me my grabbing my throat. seriously. i mean seriously it was so scary. he tried so many times to grab my throat but somehow, something was pulling him from the waters. and actually, i wanted to wake up from the nightmare and i found myself NOT able to breathe cos seriously i felt my throat was held so tight, something like choked and i was so scared that i opened up my eyes, not able to swallow my throat and seriously, i was glad that i was alive. it happened this morning, and i seriously donno whats that about. that was such a scary, near-death nightmare.
wat i can analyse from this nightmare is that, one tried hard to save my life and the other wanted me dead. scary right?!

Thursday, November 22, 2007

jason mraz.

remember that cool 6 songs which got weaved together. it happened tat i was youtube-ing jason mraz and hell, not bad after all. i mean im so useless at getting the lyrics right but wat have captured my interest was his expression whilst singing like THE giving it all/dengan-penuh-semangat kind of thing.

annddd plus the fact that hes cute, so yeap, nothing beats tat at all huhu :)

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

"Dare you follow your heart?"

i came upon a title at Popular few days back.
the cupid effect by Dorothy Doomson
and it was listed on the "most popular list". my personal favorite has always been the HOTTT Cecelia Ahern. however this time, dorothy caught my attention esp its title.i mean its so interesting the min i read the pinkish title and hopped over to the back and well, its like the lead character's kinda playin cupid un-intentionally which has got something to do with her aura i guess. i have yet to reach half the book butttt u know, its something like being in the RIGHT place at the RIGHT time. leaving everything back in hometown, being somewhere else according to heart's desire. her style of writing reminded of ME cos she has the style of putting braces at some of her ending lines(like this!). huhu. i like it :)

a potential personal favorite i think.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

low point.

have u like been in the lowest point of your life? i bet.

and i am in it right now. and the only sound i would love to hear is SILENCE, besides the typing sounds + ceiling fan that is. i just want to keep away from anything and everyone. i want to sleep, just alonee quiet.

actually i just got back from an interview. the moment i stepped back home, i didnt utter any words to my parents, and headed back into the room, changed and sat here, yesss here. the last thing i want is any interference, any "how was it?"'s or wateverrr shittttttt u call them.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

better better.

my eyelid has recovered thanks to the $45 worth of medicine! antibiotics pills are like as big as my fingernail, how NOT to recover.

well well well. the past few days had been hmmmmmm GREATTTTTT cos i was out most of the time and that if i were to continue staying at home for the rest of the day, sooner or later, i would have a permanent migraine. theres nothing good on tv, seriously. i mean like most of the time, it will be either my parents with the MIMPI MANIS vcdssss, god knows how many times mum has repeated the show OR little niece will be with her LAzy Town/Spongebob/watever cartoons on the cable. so where is the love mannnn..hehe

no more driving practicals for me, perhaps until end of next month maybe. sigh. miss my instructors already boo hoo. okay, since it has passed and i have completely GOTTEN OVER IT, this was wat happened.

1) 10 points for strike kerb at crank course (Tester asked me, did i feel the strike kerb. i said nooooo, i didnt feel it. and he said yes, i strike the kerb)

circuit got cleared and i went to road

2) 4 points for going up 2nd gear while turning right at traffic light (that was wat i have been doing during practicals. but tester said becos of that gearshift, i cant control with one hand and my turning sometimes too wide)

3) this one, was the mistake i really regretted making. opposite Bukit Gombak Mrt station, there is this bus stop and a traffic light. and so i was behind the bus at the bus stop and my mistake was to overtake it. and so, when i was at the right lane, the lights turned YELLOW andddddd i actually stopped on the crossing blocking the pedestrians. tat cost me 10 points.

tester said actually my mistakes are avoidable.

despite all this, im just glad that he commented that my road driving was good esp the lane change. oh well, the route was an easy one plus ofcos the skills huhu. so yep, hopefully the next one i get will be an easier one too.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

it feels like so long, a wait.

for tat day to come, i feel its just taking so long to come.

its quarter past 11 annddd my swollen bumpy eyelid seems in its recovery stage anddd im so sleepy.


Saturday, November 17, 2007

Pengatin baru nyanyi style rockkkkkkkk beb!

i like this, better! :)

Seribu Tahun - Imran Ajmain (Plucking) - SetanMati

why! why! why!

things went twisted. it didnt go the way i wanted.

and also please, the history one is just one enough for me God.
does my forehead here labelled, "unwanted ones, pls come to me!" ???!!!!


oh God. few hours more to my driving test and wat did i get for a present today?

a swollen right eyelid!


this is not happening!

i want to cryyyyyy!!

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Things I Hate about Everyone..(from

Things I Hate about Everyone..

*ReAd ThIs AnD I'M SuRe MosT Of U HaS ExPeRiEnCeD ThiS....KeKeKe!*

1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the tv remote because they refuse to walk to the tv and change the channel manually.

3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is.
Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses!

5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor.

6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

8. When people say "life is short". What the hell? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does! What can you do that's longer?

9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?". If the bus came would I be standing here, dumbass?


talking about asking for the time, it took me back to around last year when i was in sunway on my way back to hostel from Sunway Pyramid. i was alone at that time and there was this group of 3-4 Middle Eastern guys whom I guessed could be university students or tourists. actually i saw them smiling among themselves from far and so, as they were approaching, one of them tried to be FUNNY. he actually asked me for the time, i checked and shared and when i saw a watch on his wrist, i was like with the WTH face. and he smiled and his friends burst into laughter. i turned around and it happened that one of the gals who happened to CLING onto one of them turned to look at me, and smiled. watever right.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007


and so, we have decided on the colors. i cant practically imagine it SOOOOOOOO i made it up using Photoshop. THE uniform/boria-ness for cousin's wedding next year will be

HAHA. not exactlyyy tat pattern definitely butttt well, plan changes EVERYTIME. but, well we wanted something OUTSTANDING u know, like from one look like, hey candygals are here, hehe.

so cousin cousin, wat do u think? :)
aperlagiii, arab st lahh beb!

an eye-opener.

i bet a lot have seen some gatherings and protesters who got sprayed by water and teargas stuff on tv in other countries, sprawling and scrambling all over the place rallying to protect their rights.

but this event, which happened in our neighboring country seriously has opened alot of eyes. its just so sad that it happened.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007


okay, im shy to confess this buttt hell yeah, i used to watch Hindi movies years back and this song has been my personal favorite and i kept repeating it non-stop the last time like, errr i cant remember. why?

1) Rani Mukherji is HOTTTT.
2) Rani Mukherji dances so well and nice and which ever way she moves, its just nice to look at.
3) Rani Mukherji's voice is husky and sexy, i like.

:) :)

Rani Mukherji - Kali Nagin Ke Jaisi

counting down.

yepyep. countdown starts now. 3 more days to TP.
the last prac didnt go so well. basically becos mood started at a very low point so the rest that followed screwed up.

1) almost hit a speeding cab (1st attempt lane changing)
2) too close to a lorry on my right cos i was trying to inch into the lane (2nd attempt lane changing)
3) stopped ON the zebra crossing (immediate failure)
4) engine stalled twice when parallel parking

u see, all came down to mood/tone. when things are not usually normal and esp when very important event is just around the corner, the slightest non-normal thing will definitely distract my focus. focus is very important here man. and i failed to get to tat point during the last prac. so when i lost focus, came the anger and things didnt work out well at all. how am i gonna go through the test then? :(

Monday, November 12, 2007


okayyy this post is dedicated to 2 gals(i wont mention names, u know who u are).
i am delighted that you guys are seriously (going/currently) beaming with happiness cos spending time with the people you miss most is the most happening + phenomenal thing in this wholeeee wideeee world.

:) :) :)

gimme a week.

over the weekend, it was METRO 20% sales. buzz busy bees and it was packed like crazy anddd u know Singapore, when there are any crazy sales

1) Queues @ cashier counters will be as long as those queues for FREE Today newspapers!

2) Items and NON_ITEMS will be laying around on the floor and NON_FLOOR.

Thats why its only a 3-days affair. imagine how it would be if it were to be a month or more. the staff would have left i think :)

yesterday was the last day of Hari Raya and we managed to visit my aunt-uncle back in Kluang anddddd this is wat i like visiting them. my aunt will cook nice nice food like yesterday's, her Soto Ayam was marvelous + her "sambal cili api" + her fat bouncy chicken huhu. i had 2 large servings and we the family finished the whole pot of soup huhu (sounded like vultures rite).

anddd we went hunting for cousin's wedding stuff for the guests. omg. i didnt know, that we have to buy stuff, alott of stuff for different pple u know. andd i just loveee looking at the many beautiful colors they have, its just so like "Aku pon nak kahwin lah" hehe. anddd i saw this son-mummy-only shopping for similar stuff and my instincts told me tat this guy is gonna get married soonnnnnn cos err well can see from the face and him busy sms-ing on his Blackberry. another family, they were busy asking the pregnant ladyboss for these large packets of errr, at first i was seriously trying to figure out what the hell are they. and they wanted like 300 of these colorful thing which came in pink, blue and yellow. soooo, i stood beside them staring at that stuff they were so kecoh about, still trying to figure out what it was (i was not wearing my specs actually). anddddd, one of them who happened to realise my existence staring at those stuff apparently talked to me. huhu. ahhh, there were actually TOWELS for the orang2 rewang. if you know or have seen people who spends the whole night and day cooking for the wedding reception, they have towels STUFFED at the back pocket jeans(for guys mostly) for an indication that "hey, im one of them who works non-stop for your wedding okay!" hehee. anddd my mind went away for a minute or two, imagining how kecoh and kecoh it is to be in a "kampung" wedding preparation. with all smells of the cows, chickens and goats waiting for their lives to end and ending up in those cooking pots. huhu. i have had a fair share of experience of being in the middle of "kampung" wedding receptions when i was below 10. playing and running around with relatives back then, having crush on them huhu. geez, those are memories. its just that, as i grow older, most i played with before, got married and we lost contact cos my family dont always go back to my parents' hometown. if there is also, im just contented to see those familiar faces i have talked and seen years back. so, if given a week for me to stay in a kampung life, i wouldnt mind :)

Thursday, November 08, 2007

another year addon.

ok. an increase in number. so wats the big deal ? huhu :)

so yes, this is how i looked like in any not-so-good/agitated mood. buruk siot.

andddd, check out all the bulges man! this was at the "garden" huhu.

was bored waiting and when it comes to entertaining kids, i have to even resort to this. watever make them happy lah

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

for the lost time.

it has actually knocked some sense into myself that actually, love can be in all kinds of form. for the period of lost time and the distance, i hope that i am making up for it. love and concern no matter how big or small it is, it does make a difference. the matter to show it or not, plays a big part in growing-up. u know, if you were a kid barely below 7 and living in a family where all hells break loose, where is the love man?

to be someone who is filled with lotsss of loveeee and careeee, it just flow internally. if you have these in yourself, why not share them right? my point is, share the love, show the concern. be it to mother, father, siblings, nephewss, niecess and whoever it is.

especially to the younger ones. who, what and how to develop them into the person you want them to be when they grow up, greatly depends on us.

where is the love.

sidetrack. news have been around about a 50 year old Singaporean woman who died at some posh condo and some not-so-good-details about her having a "toyboy" popped out. how tragic that death is. and the one who got suspected (or charged?) happened to be an Algerian. andddd tat reminded me offfffff my lecturer. huhu. okayy, gals u know whom i am referring to :)

university students? hello. squeeze and sponge off these wealthy&lonely women to earn extra bucks. where are the brains? okay, i know. whats the use of the good looks rite. buttt still. ergh. tat is soooooo disgusting. i mean letting yourself, your body being TOYED(ok, that sounded so wrong cos im imagining Ken being TOYED rite now) wahahaha.

Future university testimonial:
For 4 years, I have been a great toy (pleasure).


Monday, November 05, 2007

humans dont feel satisfied.

when u have curls, u want straightened.
when u have straight, u want those fancy perms/curls.

when i had mine, i was bored with my fringe.

and so.....

and i was called a penyangak becos of this hairstyle.

life is so unfair.

Me : Aper mak cakap? Jeejee mcm penyangak ????????

Mum: Bukan kau. Rambot kau tu nampak mcm penyangak (and she said it will all the expressions she had to give)

Me :(looking at my dad) Ayahhhhhhhh.......

and i got it cleared from my mum ON THE SPOT.

lucky she said its MY hair and not myself.


all hells will break loose i tell u.

Saturday, November 03, 2007



my mum said that i looked like one penyangak.


Friday, November 02, 2007

this is COOL.

6 popular songs got weaved together.


i am just so proud to say that after my poly days, my monash days were incredible.
i was browsing through "zaman monash" pics andddddd yepyep.
those were the days.
its just incredible how people can change others' lives :)
i miss those days! :)
to recap some.....

Selamat Pengantin Baru.SetanMati.

Selamat menjalani hidup berumahtangga bersama bakal isteri, tidak lama lagi.
Semoga berkekalan ke anak cucu dan teros ke akhir hayat.
(okay, i know my malay sux huhu)

"Kahwin kahwin jugak" :)

Thursday, November 01, 2007


the news just came. i didnt expect to be rejected. how can i be rejected? i strongly believe i had the relevant skills. almost everything i had.

and farking worst, i had my practical prior to the news.
and due to this farking news, i had dizzy spell.

my driving was farking RUBBISH.
i almost ran down a motorcylist.
my poles fell TWICE during parallel parking.

all this thanks to the farking farking farking news.

2 days ago, i had all the good comments. and today, this farking, rubbish driving of mine happened.

farking moody.
farking unhappy.
farking farkers.

Seribu Tahun (Cover version)

ooooo. niceeeeeeeeee.

Kerana Cintaku Saerah (Umie Aida, Benjy) uses this song as its soundtrack too.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

food o food.

we had good food today with my family @ Breeks (Changi Airport). well u know, with kids around, tendency of asking for more serviettes, more straws, more cups is higher and i was like a part-timer/maid who kept cleaning up the mess done by these 2 mischievious yet adorable kids.

and they wanted icecream sooo i randomly ordered a Massive Attack. and hell yeah, i was shocked when it came. seriously massive. as big as my head!

we were happy and we turned crazy...

anddd this is SADAKO's only child ORRRR more like JU-ON's sister! wahahhaaha.

but watever it is, they made my day :)

now, side-track.

i wanna say something. something about students. specifically, secondary school ones esp the same race as me and the same gender as me, in where?


first, they are in groups of say not more than 5.

second, how short their school skirt can be with the watever styled hair they carry to school.

the last, i cannot carry is when they LAUGH/GIGGLE and TALK with the maximized volume they can turn on. and sometimes with the inappropriate words like "sial", "bodoh", "sual" etc.

i have no qualms with guys projecting those foul words buttt to come from a girl.


morning blues.

waking up too early in the morning is not a norm for me.
what more, going to town in a morning whereas i can actually choose not to hehe. anyway, its a good thing for me thou. rise and shine yo.

i have to stay discreet of where and what i was doing in town BUTTTT the paranomic view from one of the higher level of the tower seriously amazed me man. how i wish at that time, i cud snap a pic. anddd damnnnn, there was a cool RED FERRARI too by a bar.

oh and this was wat i captured along the way. wats tat called? eye of singapore issit? ahaha. okayyy, isit operating rite now?

and i had the urge to eat Gelare (sorry cousin, aku cekik dulu) so here it is. hottt waffle with paralines & cream, topped with choc syrup for lunch! the gal didnt understand simple english as in the normal one means the small one and not the large one. geez. if i wanted the large one, i would have said "Get me the largest one u have!".
nevertheless, i enjoyed it! :)

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

and i forgot.

and i forgot to announce that


I have passed the 200th post. hehe. hey, tats a very big achievement seeing that most of them are pointless/merepekness/shioksendri-ness! huhu.

and so, i was browsing thru this year's celebration pics and seriously, time flies past seriously fast man.

okay, they do not need anymore introduction lah. they are not my own, ofcos! :)
(sorry that the pics have to be small cos it has been giving problm to upload other than this size)

the kumbangs

the bungas andddd it will take seribu tahun lagi to capture this perempuan-melayu-terakhir moment yo!

damnnnn.. i have been having problem to upload images. sux lah wei. i might have to resort to other meansssss sooonnn.

hip hip hooray!

today is the day which made my day and good things happened.

first, i had my first visit at new Starbucks @ Civic Center Woodlands, to be served by a very welcoming, friendly barista who was so friendly to the extent of sharing with me the last outlet he was attached at ANDDD where he lives which is sooooo nearby. bloody beaming man, thats the way customer service is. seriously made my day, seeing that i had Caramel Machiatto near lunch, which was heavenly made. very nice chap!

secondly, soon there will be a SURPRISE which i get to know that someone is taking up a challenge and im so cant wait for it :) (you know who you are!)

last, what can be so much nicer to be remarked of, in ending my day other than receiving good/overwhelmed comments like "very good", occasional nods to indicate GOOD/"thats the correct way it should be done" butttt too much of it, might make me too overconfident anddd so, i took it everything butttt not lah sampai "KEMBANG/tersengeh-sengeh/shiok sendrik" or so watever. as what i have mentioned in my earlier post, my ultimate aim is to pass for the first time anddd if lets say, its fated i were to fail, lets hope it stops at the 2nd attempt. to give it all is to give 100% focus. no nonsense anymore. no chatting. no laughing. 100% give-it-all. Period.

imran ajmain.

this song has never left my mind. from aliff sang it to the original artist. sungguh memilukan, sungguh menyedihkan, sungguh touched my heart. come on, everyone(i bet) loves this song. if you dont, there must be something wrong with you or your heart or you are numb and have no feelings at all.

from my perspective of this song, it doesnt only apply to love, relationships buttt also to what can be called dreams and wants and also it can be love to GOD also, dont you think so? something like u have great the ever greatest sins ever to Him, and He gives u the ultimate retribution(ambek kau!). thats what i think.

PS: SetanMati, if you could carry this song, i respect giler kat you. giler pon tak respect macam tu okay.

Monday, October 29, 2007

Emil Emilda.

seriously i recommend this show(@ YouTube). it took me 2 days to finish all 25 episodes. there might be alot of anger when you watch Darleena(Ziezie) and also Emil(Aaron Aziz) who is too egoistic. Emilda is cute(Sharifah Armani)and selenge and shes damn funny. coming to the few last part, its HOT and its abit sad that i cried buckets boohoo! oh! and there is Fahrin Ahmad who appeared at the last few episodes, not much of role.

"Relaku menunggumu, seribu tahun lama lagi".

Sunday, October 28, 2007

19 more days.

okayyy this is it.

my TP test will be on 17 Nov 2007. yes yes, this year, next month. not the long further next year already. wahaha. i dont expect too much from this first attempt, seeing the fact that most cant make it on their first EXCEPT for someone(huhu) and those who have motorcycle license in hand!

one thing that knocked my sense came last week when my instructor reviewed that i am very good in circuit BUTT when it comes to the road, i lacked confidence. okay, y is tat so? because when there were hazards, i had the tendency to tell him of their existence and sooo he assumed tat must be it. lack of confidence. and soooo, i took the next practical but this time with a not-familiar chinese instructor who was quite stern and so, i drove, no talking and concentrated 100%. well, not tat bad actually. i just needed full concentration on my part. seriously, i want to pass for the first time (who doesnt??!!) andddd for the first time, i had my parents both in the car and did some rounds around a deserted carpark near my place. auto car is definitely easier than manual and cousin, i will be expecting you to pass on your first oraits!

Thursday, October 25, 2007

no offense.

no offense but ITE students are seriously good at singing. not that ITE student population comprises of mostly malays which i am trying to focus here buttt seriously, they are talented bunch of people. are there like talentimes/concerts or wateva happening over there? :) i happened to surf Anugerah 2007 participants and hell yeah like wat..err 90% of them are/were from ITE. i read that one of the ITE lecturers who was just awarded with some best teacher honored by the ITE, mentioning that the students are indeed very good in singing/art and so she adopted teaching skills along that line. how fascinating is that, to be in a class and everyone starts to cite poetry, sing, play piano and strum guitar. interesting heh.

anddd being me, i like to observe whoever and whateva anddd so i find that singers(not ALL) has that layered teeth u know, somewhere at the side definitely not front! to name a few like Dayang Nurfaizah, SITI (on her right side, nice layered ofcos), misha omar(?), fauziah latiff yada yada. its kinda weird thou to have this thinking but having seen alot of female singers esp, upfront and zoomed in into their mouth sometimes(!), i bet this might be quite true of which when u have layered teeth, most prob when u open it up to sing, it might turn out good ! so go and find out ur true inner talent! haha. okayyyy, i hope i dont dream of teeth tonite!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

braino + goodlooks. cannot carry man.

i got this from an email :)
drool gals, drool for all you can. wahahhaha.
oh ya, for those who have no idea who he is.
the angkasawan.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

the urge.

from one vid leading to another vid.

anddd i found this.

the movie title is Mann. if im not wrong, right after this singing-dancing-happy moment, the gal got into an accident where both of her legs got amputated whichhhhhhh brings me back to the many incidents back in sunway, whereby we were soooooo bloodyyy happy like nobody's business, then somehow, something badddd and sadddddd would follow after that! HAHA. i am serious. okayyy, now i can recall only one incident. me, ezie and farah. we were laughing and crying over jokes which we made about SOMEONE which were quite horrible BUTT very funny serious shit. sampai nangis2 woh. and sooo farah drove her way back home while me and ezie walked back to hostel. as we were about to reach the entrance, farah called and cried over her breakdown vehicle. huahahhahahah. :)
and there were quite a number of them lah, i cant remember except this very significant one :) :)


i am currently having a dilemma. so let me just jot it down for the sake of just letting it out. it has always been a critical advice to me as to whatever we do in our lives, it has to be "clean". whatever we input in our bodies, it has to be "clean". pondering i am now to wander about the chances of getting on something that more or less contributes to the "uncleanness". its not that bad actually. buttt, without even considering it lessens my opportunities to do something in life that pays handsomely. who doesnt want money??! tell me. money makes the world work man! happiness without money, is total bullshit now.

buttt give some freedom, have trust. what really sadden me is this phrase :

"kau nak aku mati cepat?"

thats the most saddening. i was carrying out my duty to get what i wanted and definitely what my parents want. i didnt ask anyone to be worried about me while i was away. i knew what i was doing. i know how to take care of myself.

i am very sad. ok now its time to listen to Rudy's Salam Dunia on repetitive mode. :(

that's what talent is.

i cant quite remember which competition year(Anugerah or was it something else) he won buttttt seriously he has great voice. years back, he appeared on Hari Raya specials or even those err..okay, i donno how to put it in malay lah. hehe. okay i try. "nyanyian lagu lagu asli". check out his work at
Dari Kalbuku,Rudy Djoharnaen
andddd his rendition of Salam Dunia is awesome. can dodoi me to sleep :)
not to be missed!

Monday, October 22, 2007


last time it was Mawi.

then Hikmah.

now its Mimpi Manis.

the craze was an ultimate one. i was not one of the keen followers. the gelek2 lilis, shes seriously "WALLOPCIOUS"! hahah. in ALL senses! and the way she dance and gelek, to the right, left, to the front and back. all the same, repetively. buttttt, coming to the part where she has a daughter (played by the same fella), it kinda pulled some interest of mine to catch it due to the existence of Tora (Dora wahah), the seriously heavenly goodlooking actor. other than that, on and off. i didnt even get to watch the very last episode. from my parents, to my sisters, to my bro-in-law, to COUSINssss and worst, broinlaw bought THE karaoke dvd andddd yeaaaa, everyone got a piece of it that now almost every morning my mum plays the vid. goodness gracious.

now it is craze on Hikmah 3. eee, i hate marla.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

the SeOUL.

seoul garden @ causewaypoint got revamped. and its new look is awesome, now that it has Breeks too. a class of its own, its such a contrast to the rest of the restaurants around it. unfortunately, the cooking table + grill is not as spacious as before. why ?

despite this con, i enjoyed the food definitely.

andddd i bought this,

and i find it very cute, dont u? of late, i have this CRAZE for white shoes, now that i have 2 pairs.

there is a story behind this pair. the moment my eyes caught them, i wanted to buy BUTTT becos of my long feet, i needed the largest ever they have and so this guy came for assistance. okay, typically when one of the pair is placed at the top of stacked boxes, its accompanying sizes usually are along those stacked boxes. sooo, this fella, not knowing whats the model and code, i supposed, searched THE OTHER stacked boxes instead of below the pair. andddd he searched and looked and concluded that they do not have it anymore. me being me, wasnt that SATISFIED cos seriously i wanted this pair. and so, there i was SQUATTING and SEARCHING for my size, right BELOW the pair where the stacked boxes were. andddd voila, i saw THE size with the code WHITE. the reason why he didnt continue with the same stacked boxes becos the salesgal CARELESSLY placed 2 initial boxes with the code RED! thanks to my never-give-up that i brought it home now. andddd without further due, i somehow told him off in a very nice manner about him being sleepy/tired or watever had caused the fatigue (or blur or donno whats happening). hes a nice fella anyway, cos he did helped me out to search for my sizes initially. despite this, eventually i was a happy customer :)

Saturday, October 20, 2007

guts. where are you ?

how did i manage to do it years back ? hunch? instinct? plain guts?
and it saw the beginning of something tat ended in an unexpected way or perhaps, it was just a waiting game. just waiting to break loose.
guts to face my parents. guts to face my siblings. guts to carry on. how did i do it ?

tat was then.

now, i am faced with another gut of which i cant put up at all. most probably, it might not be a success and i will end up embarassing myself. we dont know what other brains are thinking about. we dont know what is being expected. the only thing we can know is through body language but that depends on one's circumstance.

guts, oh guts. where are you ? :(

Friday, October 19, 2007

terkenang gue.

it was the time when i had nothing better to do (more like tengah membesar huhu). ok don laugh ok.

i was THE fanatic fan of SENARIO. seriously. i remember it was in 2000. and i even went down to Shah Alam Plaza Central to watch their sitcom recording with the rest of THE fanatics who were mostly gals of course including my cousin and aunt. wahahaha. giler kan. and my favorite was Wahid. went to their concerts even in JB. met up close and personal with them, sent them off frm airport and the best, wherever we went, they still remember us. huhu. it all started when aunt asked me along to their concert here way back. they were a hit here man. before the concert, all ads on their concert were splashed all over any forms of media. and i was commenting, what is so good about this Senario. andddddd until i wanted to find out for myself, i went to their concert and that was the beginning of my madness/gilerness/fanaticness of Senario. Apek and Yassin were the ultimate ones and Wahid was the cute and goodlooking. anddddd, like a typical ending, my fanatism towards them ceased when Wahid got married(wahahhahahha, no interest lah) anddddd apek and yassin left the group but still i continued my friendship with the fanatic fans whom i was so closed to.

things dont turn out quite well. u know, when u have lots of friends. unhappiness, bitching, gossipping. i left. went for my studies and the rest did their own stuff. all walked away but some turned out to be best friends which is great. and i dont watch the sitcom anymore. no more of their vcds i have watched. their concert vcds all are stored in the cabinet collecting more dust :)

Thursday, October 18, 2007

see no evil, hear no evil.

i wish i have not listened.
i wish i have not read.

traces were left (wonder the stupidity is up to what level now), lens up everywhere.
taking things for granted. one has been working hard and me being the one who saw all the traces, am just waiting for more sins to be accumulated.

what goes around, comes around.


this means i don't get to see free SERIALS, free CEREKARAMAs, free MTVs.


YouTube launches long-awaited video piracy blocker

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

SetanMati's Farhana (Jinbara)

becos i loveeeee his cover, i dedicate this song particularly to


FAR (Farhana)

and semua Farhana(s) yang sewaktu dengan nya. Enjoys!

astronaut? "spaceflight participant"

then, they were so delighted and indeed proud of their first Malaysian to go up into space(btw, he is soooo HOT yo :))

now, things messed up by this mere designation name. spaceflight participant. to pray more than 80 times? (*shyshy*, i cant even make it to 5 at times :) on ground) and this in space, 75 times more!

some said it has got to do with politics yada yada, taxpayers' moneyy yada yada.

the only one thing i know, 1 HOTTTTT doctor got the chance to be up in space.damnest lucky to have that opportunity. they think easy heh to go thru all those trainings. see, malays what they like to do. complain complain talk talk complain. but whatever lah, its their country, their pride, their MONEYYY.

one more thing, i want to touch on. its such an eyesore when i see retired pakcik2 sitting at coffeeshop, talking like politician-wannabess, spending hours over only-God-knows number of kopis. oh well, its their life anyways. like wat my niece likes to say ..... WATEVER BOYYSSSS.

taufik batisah or hady mirza ?

fanatics fans of these 2. fret no more. dont need to choose which to DROOL over cossss both are gonna perform at Esplanade soonnnnnn. so go go :)

Pesta Raya - Malay Festival of Arts

andd as for me, kirimkan salam jer lah eh :)

PS: hady cute banget dong!

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

like finally.

ahhhh. i LOVE Google. my favorite(*winkwink*) never-once-shown-whole-face guitarist's blog -> SetanMati. anddd about guitars, mine is still at the corner of my room, collecting dust. its like one JU-ON by the side of the bed! wahhhahahah. ok shoot, i sud have not said that! something about this SetanMati that have so many bloggers talking about(i assume lah, since i found this link from another random blogger). besides that, his YouTube vids have lots of hits. lottssss of them. and he knows alot of songs to play + that he has a nice rocker-rocker voice (oh! check out his Jinbara's Farhanah!) :) :) nice. period.

From Hunger To Hope.

have you eaten tat plate of rice + chicken + vege + egg + watever stuff you have filled the plate with till you cant see your rice, CLEANNNN ?

you didnt finish your food, why? bcos you want to have a sleek, nice figure (then y the heck you take so much food in the first place) ?

think of the those kids who cant even savour more than 1 small bowl rice and even worst, to dig out from the trash bins or even to rush and run after food packages thrown down from the mercy relief groups. have you seen those scenes LIVE before? i have yet to see, and i believe it will be quite a heartening one.

spend a few minutes on this World Hunger Relief Week and think of them on ur next breakfast/lunch/dinner/supper time :)

Sunday, October 14, 2007

hari raya == (food x 24 x 7) !

all wasted. fast for a month, and all gone in one day!! haha.
hari raya is about forgiving, MONEY ($KAHCHING$) and foooooooddddddd.
sooooooo this was me....

at aunt's place, savouring her low-fat lontong, with big fat sambal prawns. delicious youuuuu till i forgot to snap a pic hehe. see how radiant i was!! it showed good food + good company = happiness forever ever and everest!

i was the server, i was the dishwasher on the first day of Syawal. very tired butttt im okayyyy with that. thats the time to show how doubly FILIAL i am! wahahahhahaha! that is, besides my NORMAL day MAID hours!

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

is it me only?

being a self-pledged fulltime MAID, i get agitated when things are placed messily or dishes are as tall as Petronas Twin Towers or even the slightest bit of food on the floor. all thanks to the three years AWAY from home. i had to sweep the floor + mop, wash own dishes, wash and hang and collect and fold own clothes, keep the MASS toilet cleannnnnn, keep the toilet bowl cleannnnn. in one word, to be HYGIENIC + ORGANISED. all this together in addition to the main point being there, to study. sometimes, i spent more time cleaning than even studying, whattt was i doing man.*smack forehead as loud as poss*
andd now, i dread cleaning my own room. sob sob. dust is as thick as okayyyy, its beyond description. LUCKILYYYY, i got my mum to remove the already million-years old blinds which i cant remember when was the last time i even clean it(or maybe i didnt at all!) and im gonna get new curtains for my rooommmmmm. huhuehehehehe. will put up the pic soon annnddd now im off to continue Phase 2. ohhh myyy! :(

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Kekasih Awal Dan Akhir.

Jamal Abdillah

Kekasih Awal Dan Akhir

Malam menanti siang
Siang menanti malam
Bagai berkurun lamanya
Masa memisahkan kita
Hingga terlupa
Pada paras lupa

Malam mencari mimpi
Siang mencari erti
Tersingkap seribu makna
Terucap seribu kata
Terlepaslah... rahsia

( korus )
Sekian lama terpisah
Akhirnya bertemu
Mengenang dosa
Mengenang rindu
Dan ternyatalah
Cintaku yang satu
oh oh...

Kau kekasih awal dan akhir
Kau kekasih zahir dan batin
Setelah ku sedari
Cintamu yang abadi

Takku harap takku peduli
Walau bulan jatuh kebumi
Dan hadir bidadari
Tak kumimpikan lagi

Kerana kau lebih mengerti

(ulang korus hingga akhir)

Kerana kau lebih mengerti

Ke Halaman Utama

Copyrigth © 1999 Imnogman(TM) (ZZZ Reversed Tech, Inc.)

only His love is the everlasting one.

Monday, October 08, 2007

finger fingering.

my plan years ago, with a guitar, was not a success.
i have always adored gals who can strum it, not only that but sing along too.
i guess i am not fated to strum one buttttttt i plan to take up keyboard(not the PC one ok) lessons. the latest instrument i think is the electone. that stuff are very expensive thou butttt keyboard is just nice for beginners. my bro used to own one long time ago and i donno where it is now. most prob have disappeared into thin air.

acquiring such a skill is just something entertaining with my already-bored life hehe. at least i can play tunes and entertain the kids! hehe. orrrrr play happy berfday tune all year round! hehe.

for those as enthusiastic as me, check this out Yamaha Music Asia Singapore

hey hey hey.

it has been raining everyday, recently. thank God for the rain that i enjoyed my sleep much2 better huhu.

something's gonna take place tomorrow. i hope it is gonna turn out well.

annndddd, it's 4 more days to Hari Raya!

anndddddd me....

after donkey years have been wanting THIS, its just worth the monayyyyy. :)

i REFER to.

my current background is from the following link

justtt in case, someone notices this and make a big fuss that i did not cite where i got it from :). talking abt citations and references, during uni i didnt actually write essays, reports that much or rather its actually close to none.
its all about :-

1.programming analysing & designing, UML notations bla bla bla
3.dry, confusing stuff like formal methods, operating systems bla bla bla

and sooo, when final year project was coming to an end, i was supposed to write a final project report. andddddd guess wat! i was asked to REDO the whole report(i was already happily submitting it right after my presentation!), esp the bibliography format. dammit. what to do. just did it accompanied with verbal abuses and got it done, over and poofed! even thou its 1 mark close to High D, butttt i still like you, Mr ****! hehe.

Saturday, October 06, 2007

have to post this.

i CANNOT wait for raya to come cos by then, i can continue with my driving!
i miss my driving! i miss my instructors!
okayyy, lemme see. hmmm. i cant recall how to start engine! NOT.

ok, i know. pretty lame.sigh.
i have nothing much to post now. neither do i have pics to post BUTTTT
wait for eve raya ok pple. :) :)

7 more days pple!

Thursday, October 04, 2007

Xbox Master.

what happens if a little boy as young as 3 years old gets an XBOX as his birthday gift???!!

I GOT SLAMDUNKED AND LOST TO HIM. how shameful is that!

i am talking about my darling nephew who spent nothing but most of his time on Xbox games. tats not about it, he got so agitated when i won for the first 2 rounds and for the next 10 rounds he won. dammit. haha. HOPEFULLY he gets into a polytechnic where there is that wat do call u tat course, the one with game software development and stuff? yeaaa, tat one....which recently this young malay poly guy got a number of awards and a place in a US uni where the experts in gaming were produced. cool heh. okayyyy...talking abt education, i still remember this very classic, unforgettable conversation i had with my mum many years ago. i think i was about to take my O Levels back then.

Mum : Jiji, belajar pandai pandai, nanti masok VI(now known as ITE) eh!

wahahahhaha..that is so unforgettable. and my job is to pass that line down to the smaller ones! hehe. okayyy, what she meant was actually NIE and not VI cos my sister was from there, so its like to follow into her footsteps! (me, teacher?!)

anyway, this is the XBOX master of all masters!

nothing to do, play around

The Loser is happy, life goes on wattttt! :P

we know M Nasir.

there was one particular song sang by an Anugerah 2007 group titled Menentang Badai. i find this song incredibly nice and soothing especially its lyrics and the arrangement.

have a listen to its original. it comes with lyrics too -> Menentang Badai

M Nasir has his unique touch.

kwang kwang kwang.

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.

If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

Wednesday, October 03, 2007


alahhh alahhhhh cutenyer budak2 ni smuer, and very good combination cos their voices seriously suit the song!

nasi lemak boon lay.

the last time, i blogged abt this particular bazaar stall selling the POWER nasi lemak Boon Lay and yay! i managed to get hold 4 packets for my family!! and when i was about to order, the uncle showed all of his 10 fingers, buying 10 packets? Melampauuu seh! hehe. tuu kemuntah darah!

PS: for those who are in favor of all-sweet dishes, this nasi lemak dishes do provide that taste. u knw, like the sambal is abit sweet, the serunding and watever dishes that i bought. :) im not the sweet-food lover, im more to the hot spicy one!

Power Nasi Lemak Boon Lay

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

how many days?

i forgot this!


okayy, y all this excitement? becauseeeee after 3 years not being able to be in singapore for ramadhan + hari raya entirely!!

where's my kampung?

seriously, i really envy people in malaysia who has been living in the city to earn a living ANDDDD they have their kampung to go back to during hari raya!! isnt that great, celebrating our festival in kampung-spirited environment? with the chickens, goats, COW-DUNGS !! hehe..and fireworks + hari raya songs + hari raya FOOODDDD and most importantly the Takbir Raya during eve night of Hari Raya. i have not had any chance(or will never even get) to be in tat scene UNLESS i get hitched to someone who does. HAHA. anywayyyyy, there are things in life where we cant get everything we want. im just happy being at where i am now :)

buttt one thing that i cant imagine is, if i were to be working in another country and having to spend ramadhan and hari raya there. thou we do it for our own good and for our best future butttt like wat i said earlier on, we cant get everything and anything:)


"oh yes" or "oh no!" ?

dear singles out there (including myself, and i have read it and errmmm, put it that i have absorbed partially! ), lets give some thoughts on this article :)

10 reasons why Singaporean singles are not dating

Date : 12/09/2007

If you are single and still wonder why you have not found a life partner, it is probably your fault. Lydia Gan of tells you why.
Lydia Gan for AsiaOne

Wed, Sep 12, 2007

Face it. You are a big part of the reason why your marital status still reads 'single'. Lydia Gan, who is the principal director of Wow-Her.Com, an online value creation magazine that provides dating tips and relationship advice for singles in Singapore, gives her reasons for what she feels is a lack of oomph in Singapore's dating scene.

She lists 10 of them here.

1. Lack of Confidence
Have you ever woken up early in the morning, looked at yourself in the mirror and wonder: "Who will ever love me?"

Low self-esteem and fear of rejection can cause such episodes to cripple anyone's love life! As long as such thoughts are foremost in the mind, singles will be unable to take the all-important step to initiate a date or accept one.

2. Clueless In Love
Gone out with a date who looks like he just woke up, has npt brushed his teeth, does not open the door for you and picks his nose at the table? You're probably not alone.

Lack of grooming and communication skills, social and dating etiquette can spell disaster for any potential social opportunities. If you want to network, impress someone on a date or connect with anyone in a relationship, better pick up a copy of Grooming and Etiquette for Dummies.

3. Denying the Coming of Age
Mummy's boy and Daddy's princess. These big kids can't admit that they are adults and of marriageable age. They are comfortable in their roles as mummy's pets and daddy's little girls. Either too spoilt or too sheltered to take the next big step, the day they actually decide to settle down would be the day you strike lottery.

4. Wa Bo-Chap! a.k.a I Can't Be Bothered

Some singles think it is cool to 'act cool' about their singlehood. When their motto is "Singles have more fun!", there really isn't any impetus to get out of this comfort zone. And even if they do want to get attached, they expect their other half to accept them as they are, warts and all. Don't expect these singles to change for the better or settle for compromises.

5. Consistently "Not Ready for a Relationship"
This is the most commonly heard 'default' reason for 'un-dating' singles. They are simply "Not Ready for a Relationship", and are extremely reluctant to do anything constructive to get themselves ready. But as long as you are not ready to prepare yourself for a relationship, you will never find yourself in one.

6. Kia Pai-Seh, or Afraid of being Embarrassed
Afraid of taking the first step, kia paiseh is known as the fear of 'losing face'. Sufferers of such a syndrome will not be caught dead asking someone out for a date or attending any singles events to try and know more people, even self-improvement courses such as dating etiquette.

These activities are akin to announcing to the whole world that they are desperate to get out of singledom. Grow up! There is nothing wrong with wanting to get hitched. Human beings are born to procreate. Be proactive about your dating lives! Truth is, it is much more practical to attend social events and get to know more single friends then to sit around and wait for a life-partner to drop onto your lap!

7. The Fear of Commitment
This phobia is the inability or unwillingness to share their life with someone else or resolve their past hurts. While it can be a valid and emotionally debilitating phobia, a lot depends on whether the single in question recognises the phobia for what it is. Once they do face up to it, there are life coaches, counsellors, self-help books, forums and informative websites that singles can turn to for help. The trick, as always, is to first recognise that you do have that problem.

8. No Money to Date
The financially insecure among us will lament: "No money to buy expensive dinners, how to date?" or "No money to doll up, how to impress anyone on a date?" Well, the good news is dating is about having fun. There are many ways to have fun without spending a lot of money. Sometimes, fun is all about looking into each other's eyes, sharing a laugh or a moment together.

9. Too Busy
All drained after a hard day's work and too caught up with other commitments to find time for romance? Find the well-spring of strength and stamina that is inside everyone. Busy-ness not just a Singaporean affliction. The youth in Hong Kong work as hard as Singaporeans, and their lifestyles are as stressful as ours. But they adopt a work hard, play harder mentality which makes them such a vibrant population. Their singles still make the time and effort to date. The question is: How much is companionship worth to you?

10. Haven't met someone suitable yet
There are 600,000 singles out there in Singapore. If I had a dollar for each single out there, I would be very rich. I am sure you can find one among the 600,000 whom you can relate well with. But are you making the effort to meet them?

Given the above 10 reasons why singles are not dating, I would like to salute everyone who is attached or married for their courage to change, to give love and to receive love, especially those who have attended singles events and coaching sessions. I feel very proud that you have the wisdom to be open and are proactive enough to try and enriching your lives. These are very attractive qualities. Keep it up!

No Charge.

Hari Raya is around the corner, and watching these kinds of vids just touches my heart :)

a memory.

finally i had the chance to sit down and edit my graduation convo vid. and indeed, it shall bring alot of memories down the lane. i giggled as i watched the vid and i was seriously fortunate that my bro was around to capture the whole ceremony from the start till end :)

candid shots are the best. seeing my own self with friends, how i behaved with/around them captured on vid, its like...i laughed at my ownself repeating the scenes and i wonder wat was funny that we unashamedly was laughing abt! okayyy, that showed how happy i was around them :) there might or might not be a chance that i further my studies in future which depends ALOTTT on my will heh. and i wish that i will meet similar friends who bring joy and happiness along the way im going :)

paths were created, paths met, paths crossed. we meet, we leave. helping to make a difference or to add joy to the learn from the experienced, to guide the first learners. pray and pray alot for wat u want, and one fine day, it shall be granted. :)

Friday, September 28, 2007

my want.

i spotted this item last week. and i lovee to own it.
one of my wishlist item from Adidas. :) :)

bazaar bazaar.

we are into 15th/16th ramadhan now and i have been to bazaar next to causewaypoint quiteee frequent not that there are pple to wash-eyes on heh huhu butttt the foood there and the customers never fail to cease esp the ones with the longest queues evaaa! a few i have spotted were the self-acclaimed best briyaniiiiss, the self-acclaimed best BOON LAY nasi lemak Power, ohh and there is the Geylang Serai Chendol, andddddddddd the ever BURGER RAMLY stall. okayyyy, tat seriously reminded me of ABANG BURGER back in sunway huahuaahhaa. i wonder how hes doing! anyway, this guy will crack God-knows-number-of-eggs onto the cooking stove and place like wat, 20 patties! and top it over with cheese each! its a no wonder that the queue has always been long.sanggup woh! okayyy, blame our local fastfood outlets for failing to keep up to Burger Ramly's touch! besides these competitors, the rest are normal food like the sweet delicacies, iced beverages, otak2 and others which welll, seemed not to attract much of attention thou. :) ohhh, and i have never been to geylang and frankly, geylang on weekend is a taboo for me! SERIOUSLY.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

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im helping out my buddy to spread out info on the above-mentioned FREE advert!
click here for more information.


i justtt find out tat Merah is NOT from indon!(wrong info to someone out there, paiseh k) :)
i saw their poster/albumcover online, and from one look at it, i tot they are and also Cintaku sounded something from the work of indon groupies like peterpan, ungu yada yada.andddd, one of the reviews mentioned tat kassreeal sang much more better than them of which i have yet to hear. :)

:) :)

i got feedbacks from my fellow buddy Diana and (hi YUSMAN!) ahha..malunyer abt the youtubes. butttt ok ok. i will decrease the copy-paste-youtube-vids ok. :)

anyway, had a hell great time at Breeks + Starbucks @ Marina Sq. with the ultimate jokers(3 guys + 1 lady, u know who u are heh :P) and "UPDATES" and announcing my status/"samdol" story UNASHAMEDLY, the night-out was indeed a night-out. thanks guys for the company and time.

okayyy, now that i have to occupy this space with words...lets start gossiping before imsak comes , gossipping about someone's BIGGEST IDOL...HUHUHUHUHU..... :)

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

rare isnt it?

i was out with my galfrens (arent they beaming!!) yesterday and there were alot of updates hehe.
and i came upon a FINDING that, its seriously rare to chance upon guys who are shy AND nice :) i have got 2 living examples here hehe :)

and another thing also (it has not been upgraded to fact yet!), guys who are not highly-educated tend to be more humble than those are up in the skyhigh. i dont mean to say all "skyliners" are that bad, but if there are gals who can prove a cluster, what more can I say ? :)

everyone has their own weaknesses, no one is perfect here. infact i have my own weaknesses, alottttt :) its just the matter of working on it or just ignore and surrender to plain ego :)

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

y didnt he win?

Anugerah 2007 - Kassreeal Alfi - Cintaku

Anugerah 2007- Kassreeal Alfi - Suatu Masa

Sunday, September 23, 2007

the best so far!

Kaer - Izinku pergi

my all-time favorite guitarist!

Satu Hari di Hari Raya - Setanmati (Evildead)

Ku Pohon Restu Ayah Bonda - Setanmati (Evildead)

Sedih wohhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! hey, show ur face lah. i love his voice! :)

This is the original :)

Al-Jawaher - Ku Pohon Restu Ayah dan Bonda