sometimes i realise

sometimes it makes me think, am i being mean ? why did i do that and this ? on what basis ? emotions ? anger ? for what i have done, i can't reverse time and not to do it. because of this, i start to think of why ... questioning myself. does it do good to myself or even worst, causing more regrets and sadness to myself. i donno what the other party is thinking. i cant read minds. its like BLANK.

i heed advices from dear friends. i am trying. like the saying goes, "to regret is for something we had not done, and not for the ones we did". what if someone else comes along, as nice as him and it brings back the unwanted memories ? that is what i fear the most. the inability to forget someone so easily. that is my utmost weakness.