fooodd and family.

on the last 2 weekends, i cooked the spaghetti and it turned out abiittttt pinchy salty butttt its edible as my family enjoyed eating them and last week, we had the potato + crabstick salad :) which was heavenly mixed with mayo and thousand islands!




Andddddd this is the latest from my nephews and nieces!
arent they cute like me heh????!!!! :)

santa-rinas coming to town!

wahahhahahha! my lovely santa-rinas coming back to town soon :)



they are beaming, radiating right now! :)

ratsss.

i have watched ratatouille and its animation is normal and plot is sooooo knowingly predictable BUTTTTT there are lessons to be learnt which are TRUST and DREAMS. even u think .... that considerably small amount of unconfidence that one cant achieve it, dont let that ruin ur dreams heh!

however, i m so not gonna eat food served by wat! RATS! ugh! who would??!! maybe those crazies in fear factor would, to think abt it probably yeahhhh...even consuming the rat itself! hehe :)

seriously?!

You Are 1: The Reformer

You're a responsible person - with a clear sense of right and wrong. High standards are important to you, and you do everything to meet them. You are your own worst critic, feeling ashamed if you're not perfect. You have uncompromising integrity, and people expect you to be fair. At Your Best: You are hopeful, honest, and inspiring. You bring out the best in humanity. At Your Worst: You are intolerant, judgmental, and picky. Your Fixation: Resentment Your Primary Fear: Being corrupt. Your Primary Desire: To be good. Other Number 1's: Al Gore, Martha Stewart, Gandhi, Celene Dion, and Spock from Star Trek.

What Number Are You?

yum yummy.

now i feel like having a milkshake too!! hehe

ok, i sux!

i m seriously sux at keeping abreast of the current malay entertainment industry here and so i happened to come across this singer whom i really have no idea frm where he was talent-spotted. the song is nice and his voice is nice too :)

Didicazli - Dambaan

mr policeman, help me with .....

this is cute, hehe :)

YEAY!

right now, im in woodlands regional library and there are 2 things here i wanna announce!

1. A HOT GUY is sitting just infront of me, who is so concentrating on whateva hes doing, ok thats a serious EYECANDY + EYEWASH. he looks like a errr hollywood star yo, ok tat is, hes not a local guy. American/Australian/Briton or NOT A surprise a Middle Eastern! HEHEHE!

2. I PASSED MY FTT. HOORAY!!! phew phew phewwwww. most of them were from the practices but bits were like errr use of ULTRA common senses will do heh! hehe :) ok i have booked my TP test which is in early feb next year! hehee .. ok im so the very the excited although its like hmmm in next 4 months hehe :):)

nevertheless, im excited and excited and the most important thing now is that im looking forward for my practicals for this week. YEEHAAAA!!!

Natasha Bedingfield Soulmate Lyrics.

Natasha Bedingfield Soulmate Lyrics

*** Complimentary Soulmate Ringtone ***
Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
you're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
is already in my life?
right in front of me
or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
how do I find the perfect fit
there's enough for everyone
but I'm still waiting in line

[Soulmate lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

miss!

i miss driving!
i miss my instructors!
i miss sunway!
i miss pakcik, makcik medan!
i miss our usual spot at medan!
i miss abg burger!
i miss farah, ezie, wen!
i miss rocky! OOPPPSSS hehehehe!

geez. okayyy..im doing good here, no worries. and i know u gals are very busy and packed with alot of studying stuff and maybe errr LOVE stuff hhehehehe!*hint hint*

okayyyy announcement here ahemmm...this coming monday is my final theory driving test! which means tat if i pass this obstacle, i can book my final practical test which i have checked that the latest next available date will be in early february next year! sooo, wish me all the best for this Mon's test ok!!

next news is, my sis and i wanted to cook !! soooo for tomoro's break-fast, i will be cooking pasta with minced meat + button mushrooms sauce!! and she will be serving POTATO SALAD with CRABSTICKS! yummyyyy!!! ok, will post up the errr pics of my hard labour tomorrow IF nothing fails! hehehe!

doing things tat i myself cant even think of.

like below! :)
thanks farah/wen eh! :P


there was once a very famous song from this Indon movie titled Pencinta Wanita by Irwansyah of which i was so mad about! hehe. err okayy, tat was long ago.
the chorus goes something like "Aku memang pencinta wanita, tapi aku bukan buaya...."
ok, initially it was so funny when we heard this from my little niece who loves this song very much.

niece : aku cinta banana mu !!!
we : *faint*
ok tat was so funny cos we werent sure whether she really knew wats that BANANA about butttt she confessed that she loves banana!

my dad is addressed as Tok Ki (grandpa in Malaccan lang) among my nieces and nephews.
soooo, few days later, she UPGRADED the lyrics to .....

niece : aku cinta banana TOK KI! *with tat cheeky smile*

OMG!!! SERIOUSLY!! :)

tremors shook my bed!

okay, i tot this morning around 7.45 to 8 am , SOMETHING was playing around me cos my bloody heavy bed shook as thou asking me to wake up, the lazy bump. twice i tot someone was trying to WAKE ME UP. and the whole day i kept thinking of it UNTIL NOW tat news are splashing all over abt the Indon earthquake and possible tsunamis.

God, bless and protect these people.

1st Ramadhan

after 3 years in malaysia, went thru fasting all those years there, today is the 1st day of ramadhan back in homeland!!!!!

ok, confession here. because today is the first day of fasting, yesterday i stuffed myself with the following (LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW!)

1) McSpicy meal WITH Mcwings!
2) 2 scoops OF GELARE icecream served in waffle basket with WHIPPED CREAM!
3) Banquet's big bowl of LAKSA + a big bowl of fishball soup!

:)

Ramadhan.

To all beloved Muslims,

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan.

Hopefully all good deeds shall be accepted, Insya-allah. Do lots of them ok!

:)

tell me.

what does it take to impress someone? in particular, ehem.. a guy ?!!! do we have to be chatty? do we have to show concern? do we have to .... hmmm ? so wat do we have to do? i mean if a gal is too frenly with the guy, chances are it may scare the guy off rite! esp when it comes to someone who is not on the same level in terms of education-wise. its to my understanding that i realised that the guy stammered in few of our conversations. but then again, the difference between qualifications of these two does make some significance, i mean what if in the future, something realllyy bad crops up and issue of this sort pop up. bound to be, isnt it?

singles who are VERY highly-educated, where the hell do u find ur future partners heh??!! :) don tell me from your unis yo! geez ok! :) love at first sight where? outside ur lecture halls, cafeteria, tutorial rooms!! campus carpark!! HAHA.

ok this is just one of my many crappy posts! i just wonder and i blog it and i wonder again and hmmm, tell me pple!! :)

Soulmate. Natasha Bedingfield.

husky. the guitar. love it!

auto auto.

hey cousin, easy life for u heh! :) auto car is bloody easy. i had my prac subject on that today. err, reminded me of DAYTONA!

i would like to own a car one day once im financially stable. perhaps a manual one :) in 2 yrs time maybe BUTTT i hv to cater to my family as well. u know, small cars cant exactly fit ALOT OF PPLE esp accomodating the plus-sizes! hehe. but wat heh, havent get license already dreaming of owning a car. but no harm done right! its just a plan, a dream. dream does come true if you want it real BAD hehe.

i would urge u pple to go try Absolute Thai anywhere in Malaysia. the one i went recently was at The Curve, Damansara. they serve awesome thai food esp the tomyam soup! bloody spicy yet its awesome ! seriously. :)

"Everyone needs a friend to hold" :) PS: Corrine May is on air now :)

officially a graduate.

it was my day. the day where 3 years of "sufferings", "loneliness"(initial year), sacrifices of alot of things of which i have to miss back home then. looking at the brighter side, there were alot of happy moments with the 3 musketeers, Farah, Ezie and Wen!

we can communicate, talk crap, cocok, blast F words and B*** and other B words(Huhu!)without any boundaries! haha. and at the end of the day, we know we didnt mean anything personal at all and all broke into giggly giggles and laughter. in another words, we are just happy people. its just something to go along with that made my days much colorful back then :)

i owe my parents esp for their blessings + kah-chings$$$ that led me to the possesion of the cert i have now. i am grateful to be in the circle of 3 and made my parents proud again :) i am not smart. its all pure hardwork, with additional determination and a push of motivation. 3 years is a long period of time for myself but not to those who were not in my shoes cos to them, time flies very fast.

i enjoyed my convocation. close friends were there and fellow graduates were there.its just a very memorable, excited, proud moment of my life :)

MY LOVELY GALFRENS!


PART OF MY FAMILY



ME IN THE CONVO HALL WITH CERT AND MINI-FARAH(THE CUTE BEAR, AND SHE REMEMBERED IT! )!


THE STAGE WHERE I RECEIVED THE CERT FROM THE CHANCELLOR AT THE BACK AND RED CARPET WHERE WE MARCHED OUT OF THE HALL DURING THE CLOSING PROCESSION :)



WAS IN THE MAIN HALLWAY WITH OTHER GRADUATES AND PROUD FAMILIES AND FRENS


ONE OF MY FELLOW BATCH GRADUATE, ALBERTO. AWARDED THE OVERALL BEST GRADUATE IN COMP SCIENCE!


ANOTHER GRADUATE, YOHANNES. AND THE REST POOFED SO FAST HEHE.


THE FABULOUSS 4! HEHE!

HAIRSPRAY WAS AWESOME.

u must watch HAIRSPRAY. yes diana. i agree! fantastic, hilarious, zac was HOT. even the audience at the other end of the cinema was laughing so loud that the rest of the cinema laughed too. he/she was so excited over tracy/travolta! even the parts which zoomed into zac, got some excitement and giggles from the teengals down there! and yes, their voices, songs, dance moves/choreography! FUH! Excellento! this movie is such a major success after Grease!

we had fast food looking at the situation tat plazasing has nothing much BUT fast food joints, and vanilla cone frm macdonalds! hehe. ok, cousin like the pressie so much hehe... im happy for her that she enjoyed today, her befday!

cousin.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KALAAAAAAA!!! (this was from a malay drama years ago)

cousin! its ur befday today! eh, do u read this or not heh? :)
hmmm hmmm i know, im older than u, but only 1 year heh. i hope u like wat we are gonna give u huhu :) we r gonna watch Hairspray later on. i heard its a good one and the lead actress is someone whos not in the industry. hmmm interesting isnt it. we have Travolta dressed up as a woman! hehe. and SOMEHOW , they look alike yo!

damn. i miss my instructors. i miss my driving prac. err only for 2 days not in the driving-prac-primetime and all this missing u missing them! OKAYYYYY.

i dont like school holidays. i mean the primary/seconday ones. bcos the malls and everywhere, practically EVERYWHERE, EVERYCORNER are fully occupied with NOISE and occasional mischief. BUTTTT yesterday, thou there were alot of kids at vivocity, i managed to relax at a corner facing the playcourt and it didnt bother me at all cos i got a very comfortable seat and i am plugged! hehe. wat caught my attention was these PAY-RIDE-HORSES! not the real ones, the funny ones where the kids have to do lots of exercising of their BUTT to move ON them. looked stupid thou. they sud have the ones back in Sunway. the automatic, smooth running ones without injuring any parts of the body. i mean the kids'. :)

initial plan was to go to Sentosa by cable car BUT realising tat it was actually skool holidays(it took me a moment to realise after seeing so many pple everywhere in causewaypoint), i dropped the plan. had Ben&Jerrys where we gathered few months back, remember the COW. hehe. and i had this superb soto ayam at the harbourfront's hawker centre opp the interchange. thou there were alot of malay stalls, i settled for one that displayed the most appetising shredded chicken, potato balls! i had fun but a tiring one cos it was painstakingly hot :)

change.

it will be a long break for me after my last driving prac which will be at the end of this week. actually, i want to lessen the tiring time to be spent for driving during fasting month WHICH is just around the corner! to be exact, it starts on 13.9.07. oh well, i dont want to end up with "BOMBASTIC" words during my fasting and so do the malay instructors heh thou i quite ADMIRE their patience and how chatty and very friendly they are so far.

things are not gg that fine for me now that i am still waiting for job offers. oh heaven's sake! i just have nothing much to say about this. actually, i also dont want to think about it, but i cant. i have to think abt it, have to worry abt it. but there are limits right! sometimes, it just pierced into my brain cells that i have occasion head-aches! and plus i spent too much of my time learning stuff. and when i m too tired, i rest and sleep and the worries just went away temporarily. when i wake up, i do the normal, routine stuff and here i am back infront of the comp, checking emails, checking job portals, apply here apply there. cousin told me to be patient, and yes i am still going strong and veryyyyyy patient now :) i need distractions. i need changes. i need something to occupy myself with. hmmmm...lemme see. what can i do?

......

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......

......

......

ok, none came across my mind yet. so wat will it be ?

i am going back to Sunway this weekend for my convocation! im not that excited to tell you the truth. not excited, seriously. not excited.

the last thing i want now is for someone to get on my nerves. tats all.

back to the past.

shes the best ever malaysia ever had and still going strong.
this was years back, 1996 maybe. her many songs never fail to bore me though its many donkey years ago. shes beautiful and very gifted.

ziana zain-anggapanmu

i like.

thank you to farah for recommending this song to me. i like it too. :)

no more wonder.

when i was with someone in the past, i kept asking him when we were in the car. i noticed luxurious cars passed us. questions about why these or that people are living in luxury. why my God let our own people suffer in such great despair and poverty ? why some people are rewarded so handsomely with luxury and wealth? i got the answer yesterday from an ustaz that not to blame God for the unfairness. God gives all they asked for in this world and it is just for loan. Prayers if not answered in this world where money, wealth and status are the main concerns BUT will be answered in the after-world will be the most, best-est gifts of all. Insya'allah.

i believe.

i believe that success comes with hardwork, determination and the HEART. the heart has to tell you that you want it really bad. when there is a will, there's definitely a way. 1000 excuses can be made up if the heart doesn't want it at all. to keep going, i know it's just so tiring. to maintain, it's even worst. but hey, before u even know it, you are actually doing it and what you have feared the last time, actually u are overcoming it. and you just tell yourself that this is what i feared to do the last time. its just miracuously happening. now. this moment. i am going through it. why didn't i overcome it the last time? it just takes the HEART, the DETERMINATION, whether i want to MAKE IT HAPPEN. this was wat someone told me straight into my face. MAKE IT HAPPEN. :)

going through life, meeting strangers and hearing these words of encouragement is rare. things happen for a reason. i go there and here and everywhere else at this point of time, at this hour. for wat? why? there are reasons. words dont just fall from the sky. it needs to be communicated through humans. a simple gesture or infact a smile, words of encouragement will sure make you perked up, confident and overcome FEAR. and when u overcome it, u are just proud of yourself.

this one!

this was the song i was talking about !

initially, i thought it was from kelly clarkson!! serious stuff here man!

stage 2.

im in stage 2 now and i got the not-the-usual-car-model today. and the pedals were abit not aligned as compared to City. i had no choice but to continue with the session. the instructor must be wondering how the hell i managed to get over stage 1 BUT i got cleared 2 subjects thou. so, its not bad after all. and i got HORNED TWICE by impatient morons who are F****** blind. wat! cant they see the F****** school labels and the F****** L plate. F****** morons.

ok enuff, i am satisfied.

we had superb late lunch at Al-Ameen Bukit Batok. i tell u, i loveeeeeee the food there. it seems they are much more better than the one in Woodlands. and after that, we headed down to cousin's PRE-MARRIAGE appointment. he he he. got the chance to wash eyes on this bridal male model! hekhek. thou an eye-candy BUT it lasted like 2 mins and off we went! discuss here and there, confirm here and there, pay here and there, settled and i went for my haircut. my hair grow quite fast and also, it is time to BUANG ALL THE SUEH! HAHA. today was fun! i like today. and tomoro is doom's day! will update soon :)

today is the day.

today is the day, that He wanted me to know that he is now officially + happily married. i was shocked when i saw him. i detoured abit but i failed. he saw me and i expected him not to acknowledge my presence. and i was introduced to his wife and he talked to my father and i was too shocked tat i didnt actually shake hands with his MRS! not tat i didnt want to BUT becos first i was SHOCKED + i was holding rubbish actually to be thrown out. i tell u, those few minutes were like frozen and the aftermath? still in disbelief. HOWEVER, life still goes on! i was at Adam Rd for FOODIE. :) im okayyy..im okayyy. :)

roadie roadie.

it has been quite a while since i blogged. not exactly BUSY, looking at the fact that now i have an adopted black gal to take care of (HAHA) plus her mummy and daddey! im a road menace now, beware of my existence at Bukit Batok area haha. geez, my biting point still sucks man! ok watever heh. as long as the car moves, im more than happy heh heh.

nothing much to update. i have not been feeling well lately becos i STUFFED myself to almost beyond acceptable level. fuh.

1. had dessert and charkway at noon!
2. had popcorn + coke!
3. had McD latte + 6 pcs nuggets! (wth. i think tats errr teabreak! second one!)
4. had dinner consisting one FULL plate of rice, chilli prawn, fried fish and belacan!

all this in the span of a day!
and wat i got, endless visits to the jamban!

wat is it called?

since fergie and the other errr Akon i guess, i have been hearing similar lyrics like "BEAUTIFUL", "BIG GIRLS" ("I like skinny gals, I like big gals", ok whos tat from?) in a few one or 2 more songs. this is err not actually copying. in a proper way, it's TAPPING INTO ALREADY EXISTING RESOURCES/WORK of others! :)

watever goes after good stuff, will definitely receive good responses with wide open arms! its like err how Macdonalds came out with their numerous chicken offerings(ok tat sounded like OFFERINGs to the Hungry Ghosts!oh, i think its that month of the year now. Ok random!) and KFC with their BIG FISH burgers quite some time ago and they were superb, haha. ok, now i feel like eating A&W! i miss A&W! i miss PYRAMID! BLUE! YELLOW! MEDAN! RSB! CURVE! SHEESHA! opps :P

IM OFFICIALLY FAN OF 98.7! THESE DJS ARE DAMN FUNNY & SPONTANEOUS. I ONLY REMEMBERED ERR DANIEL. THE REST, I ENJOYED THEIR HUMOR ESP. GUYS, STOP TEASING TAT POOR DJ thou i donno wats her name! he he he. my mornings are never gonna be the same! hurray!!

chatty chat.

i had this conversation and i am not gonna disclose with who and where.

only just for a first meeting, we chatted and it just knocked some sense into myself. i donno whether its meant to be tat way that im there, and that person is there too err like its destined. its like ok Aznorzeeha, this time this day, u r supposed to meet this person there and wat time and LISTEN! to watever advice which has to be disseminated :) and hopefully THEY STAY IN MY HEAD FOR AS LONG AS POSSIBLE! actually, right now as in at this moment, tat phrase is still lingering arnd my head!

i m pleased to hear praises or how proud pple are to know that their own community are doing well in education now. determination/motivation to go up to a higher level is not easy to come by, wats more to actually GO THROUGH it in getting that piece of cert! PLUS sufficient financial aids to accommodate is another factor. not everyone has the opportunity to have that luxury and if they do want, their only hope is in their offspring! the determination to finance and equip them with good education, setting goals and ensuring they have good life in future, looking at the fact that standard of living here is considerably high. that is the vision my community should/must have for the next generation. soaring numbers, succeed and reaping their fruits of labour, isnt that what we should be proud of ?

a phrase which is so well known abt my community. this stereotyped-phrase.
"orang melayu malas". what can we do about it? absorb it. think.

AWESOME!

of late, i have been hearing this piece over 98.7 and i THOUGHT it was some superstar UNTIL i YOU-TUBED it ! IM SHOCKED THAT SHES A FELLOW SINGAPOREAN. WOW!!!

i cant find this one!!

Corrinne May - On The Side Of Me

Sunday, August 12th in Daily Rubbish by [E.T] | No comments

I’m not the easiest person to love
I’m often the one who lets things go unresolved

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
on the side of me

I’m not too proud of some things
I’ve done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You’re on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it’s cold outside
and there’s no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you

I’m not the easiest person to love
But you, you’ve opened your heart to show me what I’m worth

‘Cause you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You’re on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it’s cold outside
and there’s no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go

I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you…

Yeah you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me

turning turning.

:)

second instructor was much more friendlier and approachable + chatty SO its fun to chat with err while IM DRIVING! huhuu. DRIVING WAS FUN!!! hahah. i have adapted + blessed my FOOT to the pedals and we turned into bends for errr...70 mins!! haha. and bloody hell, i tot the prac was at 8.40PM. actually it was AN HOUR later!! ugh. actually driving at nite is much err relaxed cos everyone seemed to drive VERY very very SLOW! hehe. esp the turning-in-bends learners LIKE ME! i have not had any DAY prac yet thou. OOOooooOO, and changing gear too :) next lesson will be harder, so i am so looking forward huhu! cousin, good luck for your eval!!

rush hour 3.

witty. hilarious :) kenji looks really like jackie's bradderrr!
esp their very similar eyebags!

"you cant be a black. dont quite reach the minimum height" somewhere along tat line heh ! :):)

satisfaction guaranteed!

had this awesome seafood feast @ Penu-Umbai (Melaka) over the weekend!
FRESH large prawns, crab, sotong, clams, mussels, variety of fishes(stingray is my favorite) + pudding + FRESH coconut drink and watever u can see above for RM 250! methods of cooking(grilled/fried/gravy sambal etc) are customised to own preferences! well known for their very simple(rice + sambal only!) BUT very delicious "nasi lemak" in small packets. once popped in, u will never stop!

drive.

for the first time, i moved/drove a REAL car!!!(not daytona, not GT :P) biting point wasnt easy for me. have to practise more. annddddd instructor asked me whether i PLAYED DAYTONA when i handled the steering wheel. i looked/stared at him and time froze for 2 secs! woohooooo! ok i rest my case! haha. DONT ROLL YOUR EYES OK!

next prac will be turning and more of biting point/move off/reverse practices! and i have to pass BTT for the first time so tat he can bring me out to public. too fast heh. but watever it is, im glad that i moved the car and the first time is over! hehe. looking forward to future pracs!

and guess wat! last minute plan to MELAKA tomoro!!!! :) and i had my job interview this morning anddddd wait and see, thats all i can say at the moment :) Such a GREAT WEEKEND AND GREAT POST NATIONAL DAY :)

belated birthday.

its 12.06am. sorry. i know. i should have blogged to u on ur befday!
i know i owe u alot for where i am and wat i am now.
i know without u, i wont even be typing this now.
i know without u, my parents wont even bear me and let me see this world!
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Happy Belated 42nd Birthday, Singapore!

BUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!

when they played the national anthem, i was busy recording the vid.
when they said the pledge, i used my left instead of right! taking vid watttttt.
sheet! when was the last time i even sang the anthem and pledge so religiously tat it felt like some chip (not potato chips!) had been PLUGGED-AND-PLAYED into us, the innocence! to repetitively BRAINWASH ourselves ! HAHA. ok, tats beside the point!

my MAIN POINT/HEADING is, when seeing every single soul wearing red/white, i am just so proud to be part of it :)

sheet sheet!

O shyte! first prac will be this friday!
wat have i got myself into ?
:P

grey cheat my feelings!

i know. its HOLLYWOOD! im not supposed to fall for it! but again, ugh ! i have been spending some time in Alexandra Hospital and observed THE INTERNS or sud i say THE MEDIC STUDENTS WHO ARE IN FOR ATTACHMENTS who are not at all as glam as those in Grey's (ok laugh pple laugh). they cheat my feelings! he he. ok watever anything! OH btw, there are DRINKS with these names here u know! thou i have not tried any of them yet! feedback were not nice, tasteless, WATEVER. ok it really lives up to the name!

anddddd finally im going for basic theory test after so much anticipation and the waiting for FIRST practical lesson in END sept is really killing me! dread it thou seriously i am nervous actually! how am i supposed to face the instructor??? what if i make clumsy/selenge(HI EZIE! its your league here!) mistakes. PAISEH MAN! ok nvm ! then wats tat bloody 68 dollars for heh ?? YESH. its the price for A lesson to hold the car for 100 minutes here! "CHEAP" rite??!!

OK ANNOUCEMENT!

for my sporean gals in KL, pls pls take care of urselves cos of late, there was news abt a gal who got raped and killed in KL, in her rented apartmnt. So, PLEASE be aware of your surroundings outside AND inside your house and this applies to all my gal-frens living there as well, OK!

jude jude.

i just have to make this statement!

i love jude law! BUAHAHHAHAA

female med studs reduced its intake ?

removing intake quota for female med students ????
Singapore presents report to UN on progress of status of women

An interesting article.....(Fwd).

" An interesting article.....LOVE YOUR JOB, BUT NEVER FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR COMPANY BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOUR COMPANY WILL STOP LOVING YOU
A speech delivered by a CEO of a premier IT company of India during an employee session. He is incidentally, one of the top 50 Influential people of Asia according the latest Asiaweek publication and also the new IT Advisor to the Thailand Prime Minister.

Extract of Mr. Narayana Murthy's Speech during Mentor Session:

LOVE YOUR JOB, BUT NEVER FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR COMPANY BECAUSE YOU NEVER

KNOW WHEN YOUR COMPANY WILL STOP LOVING YOU

Narayana Murthy

I know people who work 12 hours a day, six days a week, or more. Some people do so because of a work emergency where the long hours are only temporary.

Other people I know have put in these hours for years!!! I don't know if they are working all these hours, but I do know they are in the office this long. Others put in long office hours because they are addicted to the workplace.

Whatever the reason for putting in overtime, working long hours over the long term is harmful to the person and to the organization. There are things managers can do to change this for everyone's benefit. Being in the office long hours, over long periods of time, makes way for potential errors.

My colleagues who are in the office long hours frequently make mistakes caused by fatigue.

Correcting these mistakes requires their time as well as the time and energy of others. I have seen people work Tuesday through Friday to correct mistakes made after 5 PM on Monday.

Another problem is that people who are in the office long hours are NOT pleasant company.

They often complain about other people (who aren't working as hard); they are irritable, or cranky, or even angry. Other people avoid them. Such behaviour poses problems, where work goes much better when people work together instead of avoiding one another.

As Managers, there are things we can do to help people leave the office.

First and foremost is to set the example and go home ourselves. I work with a manager who chides people for working long hours. His words quickly lose their meaning when he sends these chiding group e-mails with a time-stamp of 2 AM, Sunday.

Second is to encourage people to put some BALANCE in their lives. For instance, here is a guideline I find helpful:

1) Wake up, eat a good breakfast, and go to work.

2) Work hard and smart for eight or nine hours.

3) Go home.

4) Read the books/comics, watch a funny movie, dig in the dirt, play with (your) kids, etc.

5) Eat well and sleep well.

This is called recreating. Doing steps 1, 3, 4, and 5 enable step 2. Working regular hours and recreating daily are simple concepts. They are hard for some of us because that requires 'personal change'. They are possible since we all have the power to choose to do them.

In considering the issue of overtime, I am reminded of my oldest son.

When he was a toddler, if people were visiting the apartment, he would not fall asleep no matter how long the visit, and no matter what time of day it was.

He would fight off sleep until the visitors left. It was as if he was afraid that he would miss something. Once our visitors' left, he would go to sleep.

By this time, however, he was over tired and would scream through half the night with nightmares. He, my wife, and I, all paid the price for his fear of missing out.

Perhaps some people put in such long hours because they don't want to miss anything when they leave the office. The trouble with this is that events will NEVER stop happening.

That is life !! Things happen 24 hours a day.

Allowing for little rest is not ultimately practical. So, take a nap.

Things will happen while you're asleep, but you will have the energy to catch up when you wake. Hence "LOVE YOUR JOB BUT NEVER FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR COMPANY"

Live a life like you should -

...Effort is important, but knowing where to make an effort in your life makes all the difference.

..If a drop of water falls in a lake there is no identity.But if it falls on a leaf of lotus it will shine like a pearl...so choose the best place where you would shine...

..Falling down is not a defeat...defeat is when your refuse to get up...

..Never take some one for granted...Hold every person close to your heart, because you might wake up one day and realise that you have lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones."

Remember these always in life ; "

nothing beats starbucks accompanied with cecelia ahern + superb cars!.

buahahahahaha!

big save?

im just surprised at what i encountered earlier in the day. i was in NTUC supermarket. wanted to buy a Magnolia orange juice of a litre and i checked that its 1.73. a tag somehow caught my eyes which it states that the same 1 litre of 2 cost 3.25, amusingly to celebrate errr how many years heh of independence ..... 40 heh? ok, tats not the point. the thing im trying to say is tat .... simple calculations :

buy 2 packets @ 3.25

simple calculation : 1.73 * 2 = 3.46

simple calculation :3.46 - 3.25 = 0.21

is tat worth the cents saved or not ?

watever.

life life.

life has never been the same since i came back :) nothing beats being back in homeland!!

taking the familiar feeder buses, paying stuff in SGD and sometimes looking at the 1901 hotdog's price of 2.80 just knocked myself in the head tat how come so cheap!!! hehe. geez, im back home and im back and yesh, being back in homeland and yeahhh... :) ok i dont mean to sound so PATRIOTIC or letting out my "i love singapore" feelings!! haha just becos National Day is just around the corner. but 3 years being out of this country and living on my own on my FaMa's scholarship (hehe :P), its an experience tat sometimes i feel tat when im back here, i feel just the same, doing stuff independently of which i dont know whether its a good thing or not looking at the fact that i am with my family now and i really donno wat other responsibilites i have to put on my back besides errr....FINDING JOB! ok, tats so not a topic to talk about. patience and wait and watever it takes to get an interview, fresh grads just have to face it. gotta face the reality thou.

ooo ooo. national day loonggg holiday is another getaway again !! soon, and where else but MELAKA. all around and around and it comes back to the same old state! ahha. my parents hail from melaka, so wat can i expect? unless they originate from places far away like Italy, Spain ahhaa and err..ok stop, i wont be even blogging abt my life here ! cousin was like asking me, if i were to play a music instrument, what would i choose? i would choose..ok....this word i just learnt..dont laugh! PERCUSSION! haaha...like "tabla", DRUMS. hehe. im a rhythmic + good sense of coordination person yo, so i might consider enrolling in a course in tat pretty soon! :)

i cant believe it.

i am appalled at the way Aliff sang Sedang Ingin Cinta during Anugerah Finals ? is he the singapore version of Mawi in the sense, King SMS ? i bet.

Our Educators? Mould for the future?

Money Talks

lessons.

BTL lessons @ BBDC were fun with cousin esp that we can just laugh hysterically at those jokes by the instructors. seriously jokers! how i just wish lessons in MONASH were that interesting of which an exception for Dr Lim speaking of which gave me very good and unexpected grade for software engineering hehe :) :) all smiles here!

so looking forward for practices later. and goodness gracious practically there are no practical lessons for august! and realising that there are also ADULTS who are in the same shoes as us whom at a later stage of life taking our driving lessons! phew, i tot we were the only ones hehe. at least, we know we are not the isolated humans. hey, even makciks also learn driving, but auto trans :) but seriously, i m amazed at their sheer determination of wanting to own that precious license to KILL if we as drivers DONT drive CAREFULLY, correct?

watching accidents (crashing/flying/chaining ones..) captured from CCTV along highways/major roads really chilled my spines man! i was like errr..gasped with my mouth wide opened like 2 apples can fit in.

Cars and Motors are KILLING MACHINES. it all lies within the attitude of the drivers. Wah, steady, ok or not? :)

aliff won.

i have not watched the finals on youtube, hopefully kind souls do post them up. thou he does not sing the way anuar zain sings(which was great having his own singing style), but i find it disturbing that i can see abit of anuar zain's signature movements here and there like when he smiles/grins widely haha, and when he pulled his note with THAT face. so Diana, what do u think ? :)

egg piracy.

CHEATERS!

Egg Piracy

great feast.

three days were filled with nothing but food. seriously! we kept eating and eating non-stop! not including the BBQ food, whateva were edible, we munched! haha. we concluded that its either being so near to the sea or that the wind that made us so hungry. haha. so it either made us HUNGRY or SLEEPY. make sense or not? the only PHYSICAL activity we played was Treasure Hunt. bloody fun man. who else organised, see the leg lah. hehe. seeing pple running around just tickled me and made me err perspire too. overall it was fun especially having pple around who know how to BBQ without burning the whole feast hehe and the BBQ chef did a good job too.(hint hint: me lah! :)). bcos we had to checkout quite early, we went to sembawang park to finish off ALL the uncooked food left which were quite of abundance and voila, we had a hefty brunch there! yesh lah. this is one of the best BBQs i had ever. nothing beats family gathering!

harry porter 5.

hes a cute, little, small-sized teen.
harry porter 5 doesnt display much of action-packed thrills. i despise the new fella, err what was her name. serves her right being dragged away by the fauns(ezie, they are fauns :P). the requirement room + watever they were doing inside there was cool and the so-called "first kiss" wasnt tat great at all hehe. so wat was the hype about actually ? and if my lil nephew already was so fidgeting waiting for the more action-packed thrills, err what more can i say abt myself ?! :) others might find it otherwise thou.

next phase.

gladly to annnounce that finally i am officially done\finished\"enuff is enuff" (hehe) with Monash (err, anything categorised as "the rest" BUT "study" was FUN! saw it rite!) and going on to the next phase and hopefully, it turns out good (err, not marriage heh :P), thou i have yet to find that tiny miny source of light at the end of the tunnel BUT im sure it will go well :)

i like this pic!




cos it has me lah ofcos haha +
being stranded along a highway and its cool yo, hanging out till the wee of hours hehe err to be exact, it was this morning!

more pics of my weekend which will be spent with the whole bloody big structured + nosensetical siblings of mine! ok pics shall do the talking! soooonn.....

I dedicate this to all friends I have known during my Monash days in Sunway, no matter how long and how short the friendship and acquaintance is/will/was. Shall not forget you guys. Do continue to strive and achieve what has been aimed. Do continue to soar, continue until that one fine day you will finally understand that what you have gone through for all that 3 years of studies, is just so worth it :)

~~~~ Farah, Ezie, Wen, Aris, Erin, Nicholas, Marc, JJ, Khai, Jason , Far, Ros, Izzati, Namie, Rury, Rai, Sal, Yani, Remi, Lina, Jane, Aqilla, Abang, Hafiz, Farahzilla, Nana, Jervis, Fareed, Naqim, Mus, Fahreen, Sunny, Kanya, Jac, Peisan, Zaid ~~~~

monashian community.

all the best to the Monashian community :)

3 doors down. here without you.

nice piece. love the lyrics. love the guitar.

die hard 4.0

car vs heli was awesome!
truck vs jet was like err...watever!
the tunnel's DUAL direction was bloody scary!
maggie errr.. i hate her cos shes the badddddd one!baddd gal...badd gal! but shes HOT!
the lift was like..IM FEELING SO GRATEFUL..tat she actually die! haha

"a Timex in digital age" ... "being at the wrong place at the wrong time" POOF!

some parts are abit bore, but the stunts are great!
for goodness sake, they are talking in techy IT savvy aka computer stuff aka IT jargons of which not everyone could understand so TOO BAD! haha. like how John covered the webcam leaving the microphone on ?? that was funny!

next : harry porter !

celebs.

OOOooO OOOOOoo

julia roberts is with her third now. not bad not bad. im so in love with her, i mean her acting. erin brockovich was an eye-opener for me, seriously!

coming down to celebs in msia, never have i came across during my entire stay here, celebs that are as famous as errr..Datuk Siti! haha. fat hope, i know.

i came across a ruffedge member at sunway pyramid, i think i have mentioned this in my previous post. Jay jay (alamak, is that how its spelled???) with family at my usual makan hangout and THE HOT ONE recently, Ashraff Sinclair(GOl & Gincu) at Cineleisure Damansara, all thanks to my GLASSES!! that i can see like from 10 km away!! haha. ok im kidding. and my ass got shoved between ezila farhana due to her ultimate excitement and the holding rail of the escalator. all because of one dude! haha. hilarious!

other than that, its being at the wrong place at the wrong time besides the point that i dont usually put on my glasses and who knows that there were others that i happily shoved and bumped and passed haha.

next box office - Die Hard 4.0. so looking forward to this ultimate "Hero Tua"! (old Hero). oh btw, Heroes..it took me a while to realise that its awesome. I love ISACC!!!

WATCH THIS PLS!!
I LOVE THEM!

Il Divo in Liverpool - Si Tu Me Amas

Ultimate Powerhouse!


Version of "Unbreak My Heart". Beautiful!


i think the HOTTEST is...

no words can describe it.

what we had planned for the week went well as expected EXCEPT for my half-dead face and almost-to-vomit moments and someone else's as well.hehe. what was wished for came true. err, its more to the needs of someone out there aka B*B*. HAHA. (DON WORRY I WONT SABO U GUYS( exceptional for one :) ) WITH THOSE PICS THOU IM ITCHING NOW!).

i wont go into in-depth details. let the pics do the talking !

were at Bangsar. after being disappointed that we still cant find KERANG BAKAR for the second time there. so we settled for Outback Steakhouse, where we were entertained by a pest and an insect!





were at Extreme Park for the second time except for miss tanjong rambutan. the ultimate CAUSE of Wen's and my skids was Farah. haha. it was fun thou! 20 laps beb! followed by ikan pari, ayam panggang and KERANG BAKAR finally!





watched ALONE and sheesha till morning and thats where i got myself into the doomed moment! HIGH HIGH!






Watched TRANSFORMERS for RM 6 !! worth it lah wei! followed by Laundry Italiennes @ The Curve at night. CHECK OUT THOSE COOL CARS!! POWER SIOL!







AFTER KERANG BAKAR, WE CHILLED AT MY PLACE AND TATS WAT HAPPENED.AFTER ROUNDS OF "21", IM THE DAYAK, AND FARAH THE ESCAPEE FROM TANJONG RAMBUTAN!!!


AND FINALLY, WEN AND EZIE GOT ME SMARTIES.ACTUALLY THEY WANTED TO GET ME A PIC OF A DAYAK, BUT TATS THE NEAREST THEY COULD GET.


Till we meet again..soon!

TGIF @ One-Utama

err. i forgot wat this was called. its nice!
some baguette spread with butter and tomato fillings. fyi, tats not choc fudge as wat i tot it was. kind of black soya sauce + vinegar!


ok, someone was swearing ROCKY i think ! hehe


omg. how concentrated i was listening to marc err.. crapping at stroke of midnite hehe..marc marc stoning, see there.thank u for the drink marc! this is the hangout makan place where we have been eating our dinner for the past year!


this is ultimate where hp started to ring except mine sob sob.


marcy, nicky, fei, angie (our petnames haha)


we r just happy people. nicky, aris, me and marc.


act cute la ni. menyampah seh


food + laughter + bithching over what we went through for the semester =
entirely awesome!

this has been happening !!

OMGoodddddd.. i just came across this! tat serious hah!

Police raid fourth firm

SERIOUSLY, im appalled. can they do it tat same way too here? hmm hmm....

too free.

now that i have so much time in my hands err...wat do i have to do today?

OH. final report for my project. under construction. now tat exams are over and i can give (n -> infinity)% focus to it. OH yeah! bloody hell. ina naim is engaged!! goodness gracious. shes totally over and done with mawi yo! geez aunt must be at the top of the world now that she has got herself engaged leaving mawi err clueless i think. i have not been updating myself with the entertainment news here(yea i know, talking about living here and not knowing anithing abt it), hey that shows that i have given my ultimate commitment to nothing but studies(geez, isnt that pathetic?!) but we had fun wat at times! PLUS the thing that most helped me is that my tv is still in the box, waiting patiently to depart! :)

mak just called. she asked me how was paper yesterday. and not wanting to spoil the mood, i just said "Ok la". wat else can i say? complain to her? its done, past, over.

looking forward to seeing them tomorrow night. before that, wen is gonna acquire her freedom tomoro and we are gonna celebrate it :)

till then..

its over !

im FREE from any monash exam papers for now!
and watever results its gonna be, i leave it to Fate, hopefully it turns out well.

and and....we (me, aris, arin, nicky, marc) went to One-U for Fantastic 4 and TGIF! and and...reminiscing of wat happened during formal methods 2 classes (buahahahah!), chatting and eating and photo snappings! and and....we ended the day for a drink at the usual hangout makan place.

oh and not long ago, i think it was last friday that the netball gals got together at chicken hartz @ sunway pyramid. it was one hell of a chaotic + non-stop laughter-filled + hilarious games + eating session, for goodness sake, we were like in the middle of the restaurant(16 pple to be exact) and yeah...i need not explain further. it was like we own that place hehe. it was fun. it was a seriously fun gathering. :)



me(tats a specimen), ros, lina and sal @ chicken hartz


netballers @ hartz


zati leaving for aussie soon and rury graduating as well


we after the final paper


me and erin at uni foyer. and monash is moving to brand-new campus nearby and
im so gonna miss the chance of studying there :(

final paper today.

in appx 2 and half hrs. i will be sitting for the last/final paper HOPEFULLY!

tats all. i wish myself the best. and all the best-est and good-lucks wishes from frens. :)

after this dreaded 3 hrs paper, my frens and i will be heading for BIG sumptuous dinner at One-U. err err..but ... clueless of what will be expected frm the paper later, will see how intense the dinner will be.

updates will be up by tomoro, i hope :) + pics!

history.boys.

i studied for barely 2 hrs yesterday and made my way back home.
the pc stretched out its arms to me and i gave in.
so i watched History Boys. this bunch of boys, smart asses. oops! aiming for Oxford. they are so err...passionate for lit it seemed thanks to their beloved lit guru, Hector who died at the end of the movie. and this old man touches their GENITAL BALLS. haha. isnt he sick? ANYWAY, theres this clever cute young teacher who happens to be a GAY but actually trying to hide the truth. i think he cant resist even looking at the boys. haha. err..oh ya...there is a future gay among the boys who likes one among them. geez. HAHA. wait a min...what is the message they are trying to bring across? that smart men are gays ? WASTED man and definitely an ANTI-climax for me. and all the boys managed to get into the top unis, not a surprise. so if u r into lit/history/poetry yada yada and into cute guys/gays/smart asses, watch this. hehe. i was bored at that time. that explains it.

ok back to FM2 :(

ocean's thirteen.

i pretty much enjoyed brad pitt. hes old. and not to mention george clooney(ezie's REALLY into tat old man haha). brad has style and his bods, ohh..mama. haha. anyway, these two men are nice to be looked at, like duh can touch them ah?

AND the following day, farah and i went to sunway lagoon resort to attend this event organised by the SEVENTEEN magazine (OMGooddd). wat are we thinking? im 27. hello?! and we were in the population of young teens. but thanks very much to wen that she offered her tics to us and we went, grabbed the free goodies, went into the theme park with the hope of spotting hunks with hot bods BUT sadly, AT ONE POINT wat we saw was an eyesore! haha. WOBBLY WOBBLY. HAHA. geez, being on the sands, watching teens grooving and shaking butts, half-naked ones and the bikini-sed ones..just made our day. in the middle of our REVISION period, this is an ULTIMATE GETAWAY. after that, 2 rounds of pool and back to err studying :(

OMG.

lately there has been some technical glitch which somehow made my blog went poof! no worries im back and hell yeah, one paper down. now im going through the ordeal of FM2- formale' methodes . HAHA. crap. btw, i miss uncle phang. he taught us FM1 and its far more much easier to digest than this current one. geez. ANYWAY, my life has been evolving around the uni library, cafe, the corridors, project labs, final projectlab, RSB, blue/yellow/hasra shop (monashians here u know). OMGodddd (in stewie style, tat baby from FAMILY GUY), i have not been this HARDWORKING, DILIGENT, STUDIOUS or watever shit u call it. this is to the maximal extreme-thology man! haha. just imagine, being in this state but yet flunk the paper. how sad/pathetic/heart-pain could that be man. oh well, we have to think err ... that ..errr.. SHIT!..WATS THAT FAMOUS PROVERB??!! i forgot. it has to do with being positive..shit shit..wats that proverb? err..forget it!

oh. and Pak Lah is married, wonderful! and there's bird flu in Sungei Buloh and err.. anything from singapore? err. i know that money is coming in this 1st July. haha. my cousin from mersing got married last weekend.(pple are getting married and im just feeling great here haha). OH. cousin! she is goona get onto the dais pretty soon err..like around next MARCH...YEEHAAAA...ok chill. im happy for you.

i cant wait to get over and done with EXAMS. so looking forward to be back with my family back home. err..but one thing that might just pop up is, the fear of bumping into someone back home. yeah. i just hope that it will not happen at all.

final exams.

i have not been feeling well these few days. i admit that i am not used to waking up too early in the morning and dragging myself to the library. and yesterday, the system just broke down,. it has snowballed and poof. geez. tomorrow is my first paper. what am i doing here. ezie's in the exams hall now. wen is with her group study and farah hmm..no idea, somewhere out there.

im recovering now and i hope tomorrow goes well.

to people having exams too, good lucks to you!

il divo.

it doesnt have to take much understanding behind songs of different languages. its universal. the notes, tempo, rhythm etc watever made those songs so beautiful. listening to how its being presented just moved me. below really moved me thou i donno what the hell it means.

Si Tu Me Amas by Il Divo

they are good-looking pple, tats besides the point. i enjoy. they are the gifted ones. same goes for those who are so gifted with good brains. brainy pple. come to think of it, smart ones come into 2 categories

Either you are
1) Smart by nature (genetically-smart, chromosomes cross-over HAHA)

2) Very Hardworking

i don fall into any of the above. sad.
to have 1/3 of these smart asses' brain is just wat i want now!

page turner. pan's labyrinth. paris je t'aime. eh wats up with P's heh.

pan's labyrinth didnt actually attract much of my enthusiasm. and tat faun is bloody ugly, uekks. (BTW, ezie - Quoted from Wikipedia, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Faun :P). page turner is hmmm abt err an ultimate revenge over her failed piano exam and abit of INFACTUATION making it worst. is she for real? ok tats beside the point thou it seems like it. more to being her passion that was being ripped off from her soul. damn it tat woman. but that woman, shes HoT despite those wrinkleys. hehe. who is she anyway? paris je t'aime was like yada yada, boring and i didnt finish it BUT this particular guy whos interested in this muslim gal, hes cute thou with his curls :) the only french movie which i really like so far is "He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not" casting Audrey Tautou. tats wat i call SUPERB! i love the way the movie is being cleverly presented. for the initial half of the movie, you might think its another stereotyped lovey-dovey romantic movie but not until u reach the other half of the movie and before it even goes into its 10th minute, anyone could have guessed what its actually about :)
Oh well. Pirates Of Carribean 3 is at its ultimate best. I love Johnny!~